Recall Video (MV)

I'm thinking
Maybe leaving is less of an end than start
Been drinking
Stop blinking
Self-fulfilling prophecy if I depart
Does it matter in the long run
I'm wading water
Give it 2000 years and then some
I waited longer
I waited
I gave my all
So calculated
Do you recall
I'm open
To believing when you say
You've just begun
Unspoken
I'm hoping
I can leave it all back there
When I was young
Do you feel it when it sneaks up
It's always lurking
Never want to stop when life speeds up
It's not worth it
I waited
I gave my all
So calculated
Do you recall
Grew up too fast
Gave up too slow
Time won't keep track
What you went through will
I'm hanging on
Thread pulls apart
I'm aging out
And I'm at the start
Dealt the cards but I missed you
Kings and wizards and someone
Fell apart and hate me too
Filled with glee
Left with none
I waited
I gave my all
So calculated
Do you recall