Missile Society - Bedridden Angel Lyrics

I get the sense that you're losing in a race to the start
Your confidence giving way to the fear in your heart
I fall asleep to the silence as you dry in the sun
You're lost on words like a sore on the tip of your tongue
An easy tune, hope that you had the time of your life
Don't feel so blue, I always knew I was wasting your time
I hope you choke on every moment that you claimed to have loved
I hope it eats you alive through the mouth of my gun

(I stun everyone with the words that I say, so I sing with a scream then I stumble away
Cause I live every night with one foot in the grave and I dream of the day I escape
I'm the master of making my world fall apart, with a knife in my hand and my head in the stars
Cause I heard your goodbye and I wasn't impressed, now watch as I steal your last breath)

Could you stay awake as I sleep alone?
Just a little death to skip tomorrow
And hear my song on the radio
Hear my song on the radio
I'll be the smile when you check your phone
Your favorite scene, and your Romeo
Then we'll drown ourselves in the afterglow
Drown myself in the afterglow

(I breathe in the smoke as I steal your regrets
With your guts on my hands and your head on my chest
Cause I still fall apart when I hear that you left
Now watch as I choke on my breath
I dance with the demons who crawl in my dreams
Cause they're all that I have and I'll never be free
I hate that you loved me, I knew that'd you leave
Now watch as I sing you to sleep)

I get the sense that you're losing what's been left of your head
Fallen angel, they cut your wings and left you for dead
On the street, lying face down in a pool of your blood
A consequence of your sin and original lust

I know it stings, but you're better off without them for friends
I can't do much but I promise you I'm here to the end
Can you bleed? Can you bleed? Let the tragedy go.
Clear the tears out your eyes, pick yourself up off the floor.

Could you stay awake as I sleep alone?
Just a little death to skip tomorrow
And hear my song on the radio
Hear my song on the radio
I'll be the smile when you check your phone
Your favorite scene, and your Romeo
Then we'll drown ourselves in the afterglow
Drown myself in the afterglow

I know you're hurting but I can't just let you die on the floor
I know you're hurting but I can't just let you run out the door
I know you're burning but this fire's all that's keeping us warm
So wipe the ash out your eyes, and clean your blood off the floor

Could you stay awake as I sleep alone?
Just a little death to skip tomorrow
And hear my song on the radio
Hear my song on the radio
I'll be the smile when you check your phone
Your favorite scene, and your Romeo
Then we'll drown ourselves in the afterglow
Drown myself in the afterglow

Can we stay awake as we make it home?
Just a little death to skip tomorrow
And hear my song on your radio
I feel the heartbreak in stereo
I'll be the frown when you check your phone
Your darkest dream, and your vertigo
Then we'll drown ourselves in the undertow
I'll drown myself in the undertow