Mixxed B - I'm Trying Lyrics

My head flowing with all these bad thoughts Can't Even explain, it comes and goes in waves
I try so hard, one minute I'm fine Next I'm falling out Of line, it switches up
Sometimes
My mama tellin' me, get up, don't you lose
Focus Know it's hard but we keep pushing, man I'm
Thankful for that woman

I stay up all night thinking what Got into
Me I've been, reaching out for help but nobody's
Ever listening
The devil banging on my door to let him in
Said I won't dance again, no I won't dance again

My world is spinning, feel like this is the end
But they won't understand, I'm trying, swear I am
Push them away but I hate being alone Wish they Stayed, they always go
Through the rain, get through the storm
Running in circles, trying to find a peace

Of mind fake a smile and say it's fine, they won't
Notice that's alright
I stay up all night thinking what Got into
Me I've been, reaching out for help but nobody's
Ever listening
The devil banging on my door to let him in

Said I won't dance again, no I won't dance again
My world is spinning, feel like this is the end
But they won't understand, I'm trying, swear I am
I swear I am, I swear I am

I swear I am
Time will heal everything, Tired of feeling weak,
Empty and lonely Can somebody hear me
I stay up all night thinking what Got into me

I've been reaching out for help but nobody's ever Listening
No one's listening