WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? Video (MV)

Got me questioning like where I go from here?
Every single verse that I writing wasn't real
Every single text that I had sent wasn't sincere
Every single dream that I was chasing
Wasn't in my expectations of it, still
All my friends still look at me like I'm the deal
Now we in the higher placement of it
All these different cases always coming from it
My words ain't matching actions and I'm owning something
Paying homage to the ones who really got me where I am
Like shoutout all the people pushing me to be the man
They all on they turkey while they know I'm going ham
Imma be the one, it's not that hard to understand
Like I know Jus believe in me, the game is in my hands
Hoping when I do a show that there are people in the stands
Wish I had the opportunity to go and say goodbye
Grandma don't deserve that way, the reason that she died
I truly miss her dearly and I do this shit with pride
Knowing that she looking down with joy, that's her in eyes
So grandma man I love you and I hope that you realized
That the world was grateful for you and you changed so many lives
Including mine
Laying eyes on this shit since then
And It's got a different meaning then you think this is
But I got competition that won't let me in
So I took that sacrifice and then I made shit spin
And then I made shit spin
Like the world that's below my feet
Gotta find a way to move and accept defeat
If I died the next day then my life's complete
Cause I put y'all in front of me not behind me
Saved a couple people from that thought
That's lurking on their mind
There's so much more to live for and then that's when you decide
If your death goin' be from old age or apparent suicide
It ain't easy living like this when you got a genocide
But the way that I look at it is you only got one life
And it's how your gonna live it either scared and stay inside
Or your gonna be adventurous and go above the sky
That's that way that Imma go and live it up until I die
Yeah
My mama always telling me that I'm gonna be star
Coming from her mouth, you know that shit just means a lot
Something that impacted me and Mama man I scar
From every little thing that you have went through but your strong
And I know you goin' hear this so this message is for you
When we sittin' in the car and got the radio re-tuned
Just know that I am thankful for everything that you do
This isn't just for you, dedicated to pops too
Got me where I am, so I'm loving the both of you
That's all I got
Like this?
Yep, lean forward not backwards
Put your hands out, lean forward
You did it!
Good job baby