Montie - Under the Grey Ocean Lyrics

The tide gets high, but I have already sailed
Guess I wasn't ready yet
Cause my ship has sunk and I'm running out of breath
And I wish I could cry my life away
But I've got no tears left to shed
And my mind's fed with waves of hopelessness
I tell myself it's going to be alright
But my fears grow as time goes by
Under this grey ocean
No room for emotions
When life's in motion
But you're not making any steps
And you want to hide
But you just dive instead
Oh this waves just keep on stealing pieces of myself

Under this grey ocean
You're confined in the cage you've built
Your heart is racing in
And the sense of guilt
For not fitting in
Keeps pushing you towards the sea

So you ask yourself "is that my universe?"
Am I afraid that things might go well instead?
So then I'll fall deeper again?
Am i ready to accept and feel the happiness?
Under this grey ocean
No room for emotions
When life's in motion
But you're not making any steps
And you want to hide
But you just dive instead
Oh this waves just keep on stealing pieces of myself