In the light I can see it
A shred of me I cannot reach
All the dreams that I have tasted
Shattered before my very eyes
Through the lies of yesterday
I see my future, a hollow void
Chasing the invisible me
Running from what I can't be
Nowhere I can go
Will take me from this pain I know
Through the lies of yesterday
I see my future, a hollow void
Walking through the realms of light and dark
I find that I am alone, all alone
Dripping into the pool of lies
Falling towards my demise
Through hell I spin
Screaming for the end
Through the lies of yesterday
I see my future, a hollow void
Looking at my reflection I find a stranger's face
Confusion sets in as I hang my head in shame
Always the disappointment pain my constant friend
No one can understand me
And when I reach for god he's not there
The years have weathered upon me I don't know my name
Mistakes pile upon me giving me all the blame
Curse me, burn me, it's what I deserve
A man alone in this realm with nowhere to turn
I can't live in this realm with what I have done
It's time to pass into hell and pay for what I have become
You can't love me I won't let you in
Falling faster pity my only friend
The gun to my head now, taste my last sin
Cursing God as I fall into hell
Curse me, burn me, it's what I deserve