Monument - Lost in Paradise Lyrics

Bathing in crimson rain
Basking in the pain I create
To truly feel alive
To crave the world I despise
Breathe all the unpleasantness
I feed my need for distress
I truly feel alive
I reach for paradise

Building a wall around me
Stored away like a guarded memory
A forgotten pawn am I
A slave to paradise

Try to find the anger I need
A faceless enemy I must defeat
To truly feel alive
In a state of unrest I thrive
The fortunes of war I caress
The business of governing death
I truly feel Alive
I AM ALIVE!

In battle I find release
I'm a puppet that lost its strings
I will never die
I'm lost in paradise