It was supposed to be that love shit Supposed to go to better things
But you really f*cked me up, I was thinking bout a wedding ring
All you niggas really my sons, that's why I let it rain
I wouldn't be here without the struggle bitch, I love the pain
I'd be lying if I said I didn't love you But at times, I be really feeling like it's f*ck you
Done hurt me so many times, it's hard to trust you
Tell me that it's only me cause bae, it's really just you
I be only smoking weed when I'm off the perks Cause I get
I think about you
And you told me you gonn' ride,
You gon' ride, you gon' ride
Why'd you have to lie, what you have to lie, you told me you gon' ride
The H is for the hate, I can see it in your f*cking eye
Cry alone at night, man the paper really keep me dry
I don't really complain bout nothing, I just get fly
Man I'm really living in a world where hate is the trend
When people touch money, man they forgot that y'all was friends
When people think they got motion cause they f*cking the tens
Or cause they ass spent a band
Don't get jealous if your brother eating, go and sit at the table
If you got the money, provide for your brothers if you are able
I'ma look out for my brothers hunnid percent cause I remember them days in the living room
We ain't had no cable
Living in them projects, ain't had milk for the cereal
You lucky if you get some food stamps, that'll cheer you up
And if you fall down, best believe ain't no one to pick you up
Bitches will do anything for that money,
They don't care but they'll give a f*ck
Like the streets was all I had, man I just couldn't give it up
I was taught to get a bag and go and fill it up
All this pain up in my body, I don't even think one pill enough
Used to say Robitussin, now it's all Wockhardt
Gave her the key, she opened the vault and took my heart
Still remember the day Ab. died, it was my fault
I let him go to the corner store and they let shots off
See my cousin Kk die in my hands, that shit crazy
Made it from the gutter, man, that shit amazing
I'm really the best rapper alive, best rapper dead, that's if I die
I'm far from basic
The judge don't know what I stand for, make up a image and he paint me
Told you this ain't meant to be, it's gon' break me or make me
But either way, it's gon' hurt me, I can't face it
This life shit ain't been the same since I lost Ab
Blowing all these racks, remember I couldn't afford tennis shoes
Money is money, a junkie still count his pennies, fool
Lead on my hip and it's off the dome, don't need no pen, I'll never finish school
Safe to say I'm on the road to riches ain't chasing these bitches
I'm only attached to the cash
My brother talking bout some hoes, tell him you gon' die, chasing ass
Got thoughts of hanging with Ab, he dead i just can't get past
Before I die, I told my brother, I'ma give you my last
I'ma give you my last
I'ma give you my last
I'ma give you