MoonChild of '97 - Lost (feat. Eternalelegant & AloneStar) Lyrics

My ego died, then, so have I
My demons hide from this evil eye
I need a life, all this time... I've wasted
I'm anxious for a change now
For some days now
I've had no sleep
All these damn sheep... 'round me
Pay no mind to that though
Now, I'm the asshole?
Ridding of this toxic waste
Hidden in a shrouded place
Get the f*ck up out my face
Better duck once I grip this blade
I'll cut off a motherf*cker like I never knew them
I've been tryna' fix my heart with a f*cking glue gun
I'm just tryna' count some bills 'til I got a blue thumb
As I f*ck these pussies up, tear them up a f*cking new one

Lost, can't find a way
Across this final page
All these moths fly around my brain
As I light it up with this .9 I've tucked, yea

Aye, here we go again
Let's play pretend
I ain't got no friends
Swear it's happened once again
Left me on read
Left my shirt red
Feeling like I'm dead, aye, yuh
I don't really care
And, I know, you ain't really there
And it shows... It ain't really fair
Like I just gave up
Like I don't give a f*ck, yuh

Lost, can't find a way
Across this final page
All these moths fly around my brain
As I light it up with this .9 I've tucked, yea

Reminisce of the days when
Thought I'd never be alone, I was mistaken
Every day my heart aches and
Keep to myself, don't want another bond breaking
No, not everything is what it seems
Hyperventilating in my cold sweat sheets
Wake up, it was only just a dream
Felt like you and me were right back in our teens
But, it's exactly what I've feared, no
Ain't no turning back from here, no
Farewell my dear, shed a last tear
Memories of you fade away until they disappear
Said it looks like I'm still alive
Got a lot of time ahead of me I've realized
Guess it's time to find a new drive
Hit the gas, never turning back
I'm choosing my life

Lost, can't find a way
Across this final page
All these moths fly around my brain
As I light it up with this .9 I've tucked
Lost!