Moone - Realize Lyrics

I'm cold hearted
My heart was unguarded
My love was discarded
My pride was bombarded
I shouldn't have let the shit slide
I should turned those connected
To my pain to dearly departed
I wish I would've been brave
But middle school me
Ain't wanna see you in your grave
But right about now
I wanna see you on your face
In a pit full of dirt
Or the middle of a lake
I was taking Tae Kwon Do
I really could've beat your ass
But see Mama told me if she saw that I was Fighting she would show me
What was violence
She was gonna run the fade with me So nah I'm cool
You got it
Though my prides demolished
I'll walk with my smile
With my K-Mart shoes polished
Toboggan wrapped tight top
The dreads on my noggin
I carried a *** in my locker
Don't touch me lil bitch !
That's all that I asked
That's all that I hoped
And God he came through
And made miracles
Because I didn't have to turn them all In to ghost
And that's when I learned to let God And let Go
See Karma comes back
With a vengeance
I guess that's why you spend your Time in the city
On Instagram
Flexing your rent money for some Attention you bitch

I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies
I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies
I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies
I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies

Young nigga with a dream
That he knew that he could reach
Not Martin but he knew
He was a King
Pen and pad to his note book
Life threw a left hook
Blowing off a little bit of steam
So he had to bob and weave
He had a thing for a Queen
She could rock anything
Bob or weave
See this curly haired cutie had beauty And empathy
Everything that he needs
But music don't pay the rent
How you gone pay the rent
When you keep
Paying for these beats?
Don't your daughter need shoes? Ain't the service engine light
Damn near blinkin in that dusty jeep? You're about to lose me
And lose custody
Got me thinking
Where are all the f*cks for me?
I see you ain't got one
I'm tryna make commas and wealth That will last for three centuries,
But see I gotta jump
If you don't jump with me
You'll be on the side
Where the grass isn't Greene
And that's risky business I know
But if there ain't no trust
Leave me alone
I don't wanna look back
On this golden paved path
And see you not a part of it all
Had to realize
That they don't have the vision
They don't see what's
Written in stone
Had to f*ckin realize

I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies
I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies
I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies
I had to realize, I had to realize
They ain't gone see
What you want them to
They only gone see the lies