Can't Go Back Video (MV)

"For many years and many years to come
I'd feel so f*cking alone
It f*cking hurts
Trapped in darkness of emotions and sadness
But worst of all
The fear of death itself"
Stuck in a nightmare
But its not like everyone cared
For my afterlife, i'm prepared
All this shit i been through, I'm not scared
If i die, I rest sleeping
All of my past sins just creeping
All of my pain just got steepened
Waking up feeling this pain
All of this shit said to my brain
All the fake came
Just poison me like Novocaine
If I go further, I'll just die faster
All of my pain and sadness is stuck on me like plaster
Alone in the dark
Bullet wounds all on my heart
Its not like I've gotten far
Just listen to me, while you can
If i'm meant to be broken, that's just the plan
No Love, More Pain
And more the depression will gain
I just can't go back
I can't go back
Leaving me in pitch black
No white light
Guess i couldn't be that bright
Dealing with loss and lack of affection and attention
For bad connections
No clear directions
I can't go back
Leaving me in pitch black
No white light
Guess i couldn't be that bright
Dealing with loss and lack of affection and attention
For bad connections
No clear directions
I can't go back
Leaving me in pitch black
No white light
Guess i couldn't be that bright
Dealing with loss and lack of affection and attention
For bad connections
No clear directions
I've been up there before
I've been scared before
I feared death in my dreams
But now my oops got deadly schemes
They want me gone and forgotten
Truth be told, their soul is just rotten
I'm just as innocent as i used to be
My fake friends just aren't used to me
Money can't buy joy or recovery
They only care about your history, your controversy, and your discography