Close to Death Video (MV)

I don't wanna get old
But I'm still gettin older
Too much weight on my shoulders
Tired of hearing it's over
I don't wanna grow old
But dad said I'm supposed to
It makes me stay not sober
And each step brings me close to death
I don't wanna get old
But I'm still gettin older
Too much weight on my shoulders
Tired of hearing it's over
I don't wanna grow old
But dad said I'm supposed to
It makes me stay not sober
And each step brings me close to death
Always wanted to be this
Never wanted to be that
Disappointed by the fact
That you couldn't see what I had
Taken in and made some friends
Most of them left in the end
Guess I shouldn't call them friends
Cause they not here to see me win
I was just good for a laugh
Watch me take your girl and laugh
I always regret the past
I always regret my past
There were some times I was broke
There was some times I lost hope
And all of those times I was hopin
For someone to say I'm chosen
I don't wanna get old
But I'm still gettin older
Too much weight on my shoulders
Tired of hearing it's over
I don't wanna grow old
But dad said I'm supposed to
It makes me stay not sober
And each step brings me close to death
I don't wanna get old
But I'm still gettin older
Too much weight on my shoulders
Tired of hearing it's over
I don't wanna grow old
But dad said I'm supposed to
It makes me stay not sober
And each step brings me close to death