I can't escape its hold
It breaks me down and runs the show
No one knows what I'm going through
Even though I really need them to
They'll never understand
What they can't see
So real to me but imaginary
Sometimes I cry inside
A loneliness I hide
Sometimes I cry inside
And I wanna die
Take the pain day by day
Can't keep living life this way
The darkness is my enemy
Dictating who and what I'll be
Devil in my head
Please go to bed
I'm hanging on just by a thread
Sometimes I cry inside
A loneliness I hide
Sometimes I cry inside
And I wanna die
Like a pillow to the face
Can't breathe
Like the dark of the night
Can't see
Like a gun to the head
Can't think
Like a knife in the heart
It kills me
Like a pillow to the face
Can't breathe
Like the dark of the night
Can't see
Like a gun to the head
Can't think
Like a knife in the heart
It kills me
Sometimes I cry inside
A loneliness I hide
Sometimes I cry inside
And I wanna die
But I don't wanna die
So I cry inside