Recovery Video (MV)

This is my recovery
Taking responsibility
Still searching for the better me
Can I change or was I made this way?
Why am I still this bleak?
Some are far worse off than me
So much inside I need to say
Let this be my stage

Rewrote my DNA, found myself a spine
Cleaned up my skin but can't clear my mind
This is my recovery
Learn to live now you're a part of me

Come to accept all the damage I have done
Unresolved guilt, will I ever truly learn?
My younger self in disbelief at who I have become
Where's the good you saw in me?
Was it even there in the first place?

I can't believe I was so selfish
Thinking I was the main one affected
Hypocritical liar, pathetic behaviour
Now when I look in the mirror, all I see is you

Rewrote my DNA, found myself a spine
Cleaned up my skin but can't clear my mind
This is my recovery
Learn to live now you're a part of me

There's a comfort in death, a reassurance
Forget my name, let it fade away
Go live your life, I'll keep living a lie
I'm not the same but I'll be fine

Kings of the brave face
Will I ever learn?