Zoning, tossing turning I can't sleep
Demons on my back no they won't ever let me be
Steady holding onto something I can't see
Problems adding up they won't stop till I rest in peace
But I'm blessed up
Oohh
Falling, but something keep on calling that's why I cannot rest up
Nooo
Focused on the wrong things, my mind I can't control
Oh
Headed nowhere fast
I'm on a long road, I pray that God protect my path
All the good times, they don't never last
I'm hoping for the best but I just be expecting the bad
Can't go out sad
Mind running laps
Time moving fast, feel it slipping out my grasp
No emotions keep em masked
Hiding behind this wall
Nobody care at all so I don't get em involved
Aint been feeling myself
Mind telling lies, tryna keep it real with myself
I cannot live with myself
The same love that I give em, I don't give to myself
Bad habits on the daily slowly killing myself, woah
Zoning, self-loathing
Look in the mirror I can't stand who I'm becoming
Eyes open, searching for omens
Problems coming and I'm steady running from em
Zoning, tossing turning I can't sleep
Demons on my back no they won't ever let me be
Steady holding onto something I can't see
Problems adding up they won't stop till I rest in peace
But I'm blessed up
Ohhh
Falling, but something keep on calling that's why I cannot rest up
Noo
Focused on the wrong things, my mind I can't control
Digging myself into a hole, experiencing new lows
Forget that there's light outside, this darkness is all I know
I take my heart and my soul, put them all in these flows
You could probably feel the real in everything that I wrote
I can't be comfortable being fake it just ain't in me noo
Feel ashamed of who I am but I can't change it
So I stand on my two feet and my ten toes until the end I'll be on my own
How I came in I'm gonna leave, with my heart up on my sleeve
My heart up on my sleeve
I be awake I can't sleep that's cuz these demons they be following me
They all that I see, and I can't erase em I faced em
Till I realized they a part of me, that's honestly
Zoning, tossing turning I can't sleep
Demons on my back, no they won't ever let me be
Steady holding onto something I can't see
Problems adding up they won't stop till I rest in peace
But I'm blessed up
Ohhh
Falling, but something keep on calling that's why I cannot rest up
Noo
Focused on the wrong things, my mind I can't control