As a kid, I kind of struggled with the idea of love and what it actually meant
So I struggled with accepting it and giving it
I've overcompensated with making jokes and being the funny guy
Instead of being honest with my insecurities and what I didn't know about that 4 letter word
I expected so much of my parents that they didn't give me
But it's okay
I won't allow too be held back anymore from their mistakes
I'll live again I just pray when I find a woman that I love that she accepts me and all of my darkness