Mommy left me
Daddy left me
Grandma raised
Uncle punched me
Homies chased me
Cops harassed me
Lil brother smothered by mother
Big brother smothered Lil brother
He alive doing well
Cousin don't know me
Who fault is that nigga (oh well)
Who am I
Shit I Don't know
Who am I
Shit I Don't know
Heres a piece of mind from this evil mind of mine since I was nine
I rather hide I'm not doing fine
I Console in the drugs
I seen moms do it
So it felt fluid
Instead of looking foolish
Really I need some love
Cope with the thugs
Smoking and drinking
Underage and not thinking
Dodging cops
Just to gain a spot
I hate that side of Mxrc
I was under 10 then
Heres somethings you need too understand
I've been inside lately
Mind racing with tears in my eyes
Contemplating on devastation
I know momma hate me
She been changing face
I'm stuck in the same place
Bringing dick to my girl plate
She full off of my bullshit
Cue to the pulpit
F*ck being phony for people that
Don't know me
We ain't next of kin homies
Beefaroni going noodle
I'm scattered brain and darkest times at the darkest times
Mental health issues I'm not dealing
Boulders on shoulder weigh a ton
I nitpick at my skin with an ice pic
And use a vice grip to wrote this
Little red man tell me end it quick
Told me end it quick
The all white gave me advice
Said I ain't living right
You take the what I giveth
I giveth to all of my niggas
The biggest sacrifice of life
Is life when you live it right
All my niggas
Love yoself