I said back at it
My head heavy
My hands sweaty
Infused with the blues
Missing my muse
All I do is drink liquor
And freak women
In fine lining
You would think that he's winning
Every weekend
Different girl in his sheets
Only cause of slurred speech
His minding weaking
Me and Myself and I
And I think I died
The moment I turned 5
The moment I was embraced by my mother's omen
Asking Lord why
Give me a sign
Give me a 9
Give me a bomb
Give me my moms
I'm feeling all ignorant of
Me listening to her moaning as a kid
Sick and twisted demented
She said give it to me daddy
But he, not my pappy
Now I got this girl calling me daddy
But she lost her daddy
That's crazy right
Now she pregnant with my first
Begging for abortion
Here the money
She feels extorted
Wait plan b
Drink Bleach
I don't know where my soul been
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where my soul been
I don't know where I'm going
I often question your thoughtful blessings
God and lessons since my adolescence and the added on lessons
I battle depression I'm in love with a weapon
The true meaning of your name I despise speaking of you
She told me that thought of us never rid her mind
So she settles to intertwine her vines her loins become homes
Refuge for lost souls when I'm digging her hole she bopping my head like a wack a mole
Over the chips, we green we dip like a guacamole old in age man
I rather keep you hiding your ocean posidean deep sea diving head first in her purse
Oh lord man I'm tired of rapping about these hoes these hoes don't love me
Lord knows, but they plague my mind since I lost my moms
When I turned nine, f*ck that's the moment that changed my life