My Diffidence - Quasar Lyrics

The Silence
In my room
Seems eternal now
The light won't shine through
It's silence
That worries me
The energy of
When I don't speak
In the dark I know
The hurt won't exist
In a spiral I'll find
A place where I can rest
When the stars align
Will I feel happy
Will I fade away
It's already happening
It's the words I know
I could never follow
I tried to breathe the error
It's too hard to swallow
Why would I cry for relief
When I'm terrified of
The pain of release
Touching everything
It's the things you can't see
That's killing me
It's the things I can't be
That you want from me
When the stars align
Will I feel happy
Will I fade away
It's already happening
It's the words I know
I could never follow
I tried to breathe the error
It's too hard to swallow
I try to breathe the error
I try to breathe the error