My Rising Fall - Shallow Mind Lyrics

So it's finally come to this
Another year another hole
I have to fill
To keep the chills
From taking over my controls
So I'll scratch and try to fix
All the problems you have caused
In my body now that you are finally gone

You can't understand
How I feel or how I am
The distractions I can't stand
You can't understand
How you never gave a damn
And that's why I ran

I was only 3 years old
When you had left my home
The try and find a better life
With someone other than your wife
Cause you two hate each other
And you like to tell the other
Hateful things
Using your son as verbal cover
Cover
Cover

Shallow
Mind
Tell me
Why
I know I wouldn't let you in
But it didn't have to end like this
Tell me
Why