I'll f*ck up a good thing if you let me
Thinking with my dick acting reckless
Reality is perception
My actions leave you doing way more than guessing
The good outweigh the bad you say it's different
Them f*cked up things what you remember
Hit the town with a chick run into your friends
Take a picture find your name go and hit send
Now I'm stuck up picking up all the pieces
Wanna watch you grow then give you every reasons
Walk away I think you trynna throw shade
Come back see them text From yesterday
Try to apologize for the bullshit and lies
What I do don't match how I feel inside
You tell me quit playing and treat you with some pride
If not I'm gonna loose it all and still be alive
Said I would never let you down
But I do always
That shit got catch up to me
Imma be the one to pay
I will f*ck up a good thing if you let me
Staying out all night acting reckless
Shutdown the club at 3 hit the door at 8
You got your bags packed i stop you at the gate
Plenty of nights I should've stayed inside
But f*ck it imma do whatI like
You tell me come over bad days for you weak
I say I'm good love not ready for sleep
Think I can make it up buying shit no spending time
You say it may you feel uncomfortable I'm getting out of line
Hesitant to see you at your job but I still chill
My ex pop up you know she in her feels
I try to fix it all end up saying dumb shit
Broken heartbroken promise you might be done with this
You say I need to quit playing treat you with some pride
Cause you just lost it all and still gon be alive Nigga
Said I would never let you down
But I do always
That shit got catch up to me
Imma be the one to pay