Heavily Medicated Video (MV)

I'm blowing more, just trying to ease my mind
Looking within the smoke hoping to find a sign
Not having balance, that can bring a n***a down
And the hardest time is, when you to try to Fix your crown
I'm blowing more, just trying to ease my mind
Looking within the smoke hoping to find a sign
Not having balance, that can keep a n***a down
And the hardest time is, when you to try to fix your crown

My smoking increased, trying to find a state of peace
So when I do release, it ain't that bad
A stable cognitive is something that I never had
Responsibility is feeling like another task
No more sleep at night
So high off this herb, everywhere I go I travel by flight
I got Futuristic vision, but I'm Impatient
And that shit leads to a lot of complications God complexes
I know my greatness, but I realize my imperfections
Which makes me perfect but this work load is f*cking hectic
But in the end, I know that workload will be respected
Self mastery is a gift and a curse
My sister f*ck me over, I struggle to deal with the hurt
The hurt she caused to me, and the hurt I caused to others
Then it gets darker cuz the thoughts I have about my mother
Heavily medicated

I'm blowing more, just trying to ease my mind
Looking within the smoke hoping to find a sign
Not having balance, that can bring a n***a down
And the hardest time is, when you to try to Fix your crown
I'm blowing more, just trying to ease my mind
Looking within the smoke hoping to find a sign
Not having balance, that can keep a n***a down
And the hardest time is, when you to try to fix your crown

And I just broke another heart today
The same one that gave me my heart when my folks passed away
I made a pattern out that shit trying to find myself
And that explains why I end up by myself
I need to keep it that way, until I get right
Cause I can't take the chance of ruining another life
I love hard but I need to do it from the far
At least... until I master being a God
Other than that I know my mama proud
Saving her house from the man and holding the fort down
But this is stressful, and struggling to stay sane
My mind is fried I need a warranty on this brain
Talking to my mama, still asking her for help
Trying to save the world is taking some big steps
Knowing you a God, but ain't got all the tools
You try to keep it moving but you're feeling uncool
Heavily medicated

I'm blowing more, just trying to ease my mind
Looking within the smoke hoping to find a sign
Not having balance, that can bring a n***a down
And the hardest time is, when you to try to Fix your crown
I'm blowing more, just trying to ease my mind
Looking within the smoke hoping to find a sign
Not having balance, that can keep a n***a down
And the hardest time is, when you to try to fix your crown