Mysteria - Conscience Lyrics

There are many things that you'll never understand
There are many things that do none but just hold you back
But you seem not to notice so I just came back instead
And finally put some common sense inside your f*cking head
You're always here complaining about how your always hurt
But I'ma keep it real with you, that's something you deserve
Cause everyone that hurts you, you let them back in your life
And then always wonder why they never treat you right
There you go again in the corner as you cry
Questioning the purpose and the reason you're alive
Your nothing but an idiot, I swear you'll never get it
And that's the f*cking reason why you're always so pathetic
People do you dirty but you always let it slide
But you never do nothing but just put on a disguise
Lying to yourself saying it wont happen again
But we know that ain't true so don't even try to pretend
Every single day you do nothing but forgive
And all that ever does is just affect the way you live
Cause you're always scared of coming off like you're a dick
But you look like a pussy I know its hard to admit
I know that you're scared of coming off like you are weak
And I know that your scared to ever accept your defeat
But I'll be really honestly it is very clear to see
That basically at this point you are crying on your knees
And don't get me wrong I'm not tryna bring you down
But you seem to be retarded whenever I'm not around
Its like you never see all of the things that do affect you
And I always get mad when you want them to accept you
You put people front of you and that's what has control
And that is the reason you are scared to be alone
You're always really worried you gon' end up on your own
And you say that don't care but that's a lie that we both know
You look in the mirror and I know not satisfied
Cause you are never happy of the person that's inside
You are never happy of the person you've become
And tryna act all tough when we both you looking dumb
You're so f*cking pitiful there lying to yourself
I can do this on my own I never needed no one else
When deep on the inside you are taking many L's
And always tryna front acting like your life isn't hell
Just say it to yourself, you act like someone that your not
Claiming to be hard but we both know that you been soft
Tryna hide the fact that you've been having broken heart
But quit with all the acting and just get out of dark
Before I wanna leave I really wanna tell you this
Don't ever give a f*ck about what other people think
Live life how you want to, don't be everybody's bitch
And stand by your word and all the things that you believe