Not By Choice - Now That You Are Leaving Lyrics

I don't know what to do when the fire's going out
I don't know where it ends and I don't know where it starts
You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow
But I don't know if I can make it through today
You will never know
What it's like to be here what it's like to be me
I won't let it show
What I'm really feeling now that you are leaving
One year later and the fire's going strong
I don't know what I did and I don't know what went wrong
You tell me that I have to wait until tomorrow
But I don't know if I can make it through today
I don't know what you want from me it's something that I cannot see
And everything you want from me is something I will never be