They want us to silence
Fall back on that violence
In the city of sirens
Where the pity is hiding
Nothing pretty inside this
Tragedy is on my brain
In the height of war I will never be the same
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Knowing a lot is gone change
Staying up when I'm down
Its never the same
And I thank god for the change
Through this life
I'm gone change
Only thing constant is change
Can never bring a brotha down
Its never the same
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Knowing a lot is gone change
Staying up when I'm down
Its never the same
And I thank god for the change
Through this life
I'm gone change
Only thing constant is change
Can never bring a brotha down
Its never the same
Been waiting for my season and
When I shine they'll feel it
Cause I grinded pure
My sacrifices cleaving
See I roamed around the ghetto
Lived in Cairo Egypt
Where I saw children
Scrounging through the deepest
Obstacles of trash
Cause that was all they had
And my epiphany
Was gold they coulda grabbed
But yaw in Tiffany's
With no empathy
Came back to my bottom
And felt a different me
All true stories
Ain't no glitch in me
Jerusalem before me
Nigga learn your history
If we ain't the real Jews
Then who else is in the beast?
Who could fit this curse?
Survive this misery?
No more pushing death
Already played with that
Gave me new breath
I want my kingdom back
Eh
So I'm Just living up to my name
Big salute to real niggas
Tryna shake em from the pain
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Knowing a lot is gone change
Staying up when I'm down
Its never the same
And I thank god for the change
Through this life
I'm gone change
Only thing constant is change
Can never bring a brotha down
Its never the same
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Knowing a lot is gone change
Staying up when I'm down
Its never the same
And I thank god for the change
Through this life
I'm gone change
Only thing constant is change
Can never bring a brotha down
Its never the same
Heartbreaks
Show that true love
Only learning
By experience
They say life take you for a Journey?
Truth be told
Its how you seeing it
Gotta look up on the brightside
Been broke for about a min
A year changing up priorities
Im grown auntie
Ain't the same nigga
PTSD
Bipolar
Some days feel depression taking over
Then I learned
Hard to be sober
Can't let these demons
Take me over
Talk to God
And he said
He got me
Feel like Nipsey
Right up on my shoulder
Keep going its a marathon
Won't stop till this shit is over
Couple people tried to stop my Path
For that green like a four clover
See we put too much of value
In it
Gotta learn fore this shit is over
Was moving fast
Yea too fast
Till this life shit
Pulled me over
Watch this life
Its a big thing
Lose some friends
Gain some big dreams
Shit
Can't say the shit was expected
Knowing these lanes is gone Change
Never been the same
Glad that I'm learning the message
Only thing constant is change
I want me some brain
Always gone teach me a lesson
Had to just pick up a pen
And pick up a pad
The rest all I know has been history
Word
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Knowing a lot is gone change
Staying up when I'm down
Its never the same
And I thank god for the change
Through this life
I'm gone change
Only thing constant is change
Can never bring a brotha down
Its never the same
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Knowing a lot is gone change
Staying up when I'm down
Its never the same
And I thank God for the change
Through this life
I'm gone change
Only thing constant is change
Can never bring a brotha down
Its never the same
(Its never the same)
It was many nights
I used to sit back
Look up to the stars
And wonder could we evolve
(Yea)
And ever since then
Ever since that first prayer
My first time on my knees
Its never been the same
Yea
YSHI baby
As these go I'm writing
This feeling is exciting
As they talk
I control it
Got shit to lose
And I know it
Sheesh
Tired of bottling pain
Seeing they all think the same
Tired of bottling pain
Staying up
When I'm down
And they acting like they know You
But they never know what you Been through
You gotta show em that you in to Win it
Acting like they know you
But he show me
What they really gone do
And I just see its never been the Same