This year been harder
Than the last
On these hard days
I'm just thinking will it last
Most shit I blame
Is the acts from the past
F*cking with some bitches
And I knew
They won't
Gone last
Now I'm smarter
Heart getting colder
Ain't know what love was
Until I seen it was over
Started living high
I think I need to be sober
Couple slow it downs
Like my hand
Gone be on the holster
Fore this rap shit
I ain't worry at all
Now I'm always looking round
Who involved
It's been f*ck some shit
Everybody that I trusted always Seem to fold
It's all bout the money
It's they actions
It's what they show
First off
Nigga shout out to the bm
I know we got some problems
I caused em
But we gone see em
I say I ride or die
But is you ride or die
The last one
Hitting my phone
Knowing she lied
I'm a cocky muthaf*cka
Lil boxy muf*cka
If I say I love you
Then I'm rocky muf*cka
Imma rock the boat
Like Aaliyah do
Then I open doors
Cause I know what thats keys will do
(I got the key)
This rapping really lifting my Spirit up
If you don't got you
Then who do
Get ya spirit up
(See gods work)
I was young without a plan
Failures really made me plan Bitches really made me plan
The bitch made me who I am
Dwelling on the past
Make it harder for the future
Was trying every sport
I was trynna be a hooper
Couldn't kickflip
But to skate
Was my solution
Always playing music
Till one day
Said I was gone do it
Now when I'm feeling so sad
I'm getting a pad
I'm in a suitcase
You can stay in ya bag
And I stay in my lane
Never wanted to crash
And I gotta keep trying
This my passion
To last
When I'm living
And I know that imma stay true
The first thing
That they say
Is they love you
This my dream
And I know that's it gone come True
Watch who round you
They fu
In the back of the class
And they was laughing
I wasn't ready
All I needed was some practice
I wasn't ready
All I need was some practice
Always been a nice nigga
Life really changing that
Always moving urgent
On missions
But it's a way to stack
Gotta give em some distance
If you know they won't listen
And they always coming back
Like jehovah I witness
Remember back in high school
Mind on a different level
Time really ticking now
A different day
A different level
Mind on the money
Crown
Triple H
I'm feeling crowded
My evolution
Gone leave its mark
It ain't forgotten
To me I just needed some Practice
Cause you know you always Want it
But the effort gone matter
With this music
I'm a poet
So my art is gone splatter
And you thinking what Happened
If you listen
It's happen
I'm a different breed
Success
Feels closer
Than it used to be
Im constantly
Asking myself
Am i just losing sleep
The overthinking
Always had a nigga in his bag though
F*ck love
They cheating
But they always want a dad Though
Its misconscrewed
Why say the love is so
Necessary
Why you say
You love
This generation
Ain't necessary
You really trynna find a change
Huh
Life really changing man
Just look around you