As I stand before my father, Jason
He's hella flawed, and sites he was chasing, weren't, benidorm
Couldn't see things the same, I had a bad rapport (report)
Early school days, I was open book, didn't read remorse
I pray to Lord, praying more
Pray for my father, as I pray to my Father, who art in heaven
And, arts so hellish, I pondered that, comedians bathe in laughter
Flame out on stage, then he just blazes after
Got his jury in a row
As flaming archers
What's the difference, between, me, who's been a laughing stock
And my pops, when will his, laughing stop?
He suffers, and maybe I suffer, crowd dont care if he rights his wrongs
As soon as he left, did he get righted off?
His rights so wrong, never anticipated, mummy would tell the story, and I write this song
Or that son would become everything, or nothing, that they expected of
I'm staring at my mirror, laughing back, he's dark, could you figure?
I wonder do they see the cracks, in smiles or my snicker
Or do they see me as a man, or pretend they don't see me as a nigga, quicker
I thought I was negus, african king
Aint painted with that brush, when they see-us
I aint above God, but right now would be my zenith
Or do I know not, of how to be like my Jesus
Father, you don't understand, that I hate myself
Love my brother, but he represents all of the pain I've felt
Wedlock, should I dive into it?, let's not
The typa shit, puts scars on my head like I'm Lescott
Father, you left, then our Father granted me a father
Step Dad, best man, and football was our barter
I don't remember that experience, with my dad, in innocence, so in this sense
What this new man, did represent, was everything, I forgot
So I acted like my had father never left
(Knock Knock)
Until I heard those knocks again
My first father wasn't abusive, but my second father, sadly could not pretend
Bang-a-bang, batarang
Dark in the night, he'd come back again
You ain't seen your mum silent cry
Where was my father then?
But, couple years and
The house was like a hell hole
And I think my weight was raining down
I think I dropped a hell(hail) stone
Calling aunties, save me now
Mumzy hiding it, got fam thinking, where the f*ck did hell go?
Uno the black mum shi, when they'd rather act strong, but accept help?
No
Marger man
But when mumzy changed the locks, I got weight on my chest
I was gonna kill my second dad, and maul him to death
I gotta stop describing the meticulous ways, I could cause him distress
And my exes wonder why I didn't let them know the thoughts in my head
Mumzy started over, with me and my sis, step dad tried a lil spell
But our Father protected my miss, no weapon, is harming her kids
But I got a weapon, so it's calm if he slips
My cousin calm with the cling
Eugh
I could never be a trap fiend, but I got the cats in the trap, in the web
Tricking girls like Anansi
High school, I really messed around fancy, had all these tings thinking
I would make them my fiancee
Then, Heartbroken, Heart choking, next girl had to suffer
And online, I'm joking, the rest too deep to uncover
I was too deep as a lover, too harsh, I'd march, to embarrass her, and
Then move to another, that's not keeping your brother
I hear her laughing when my eyes shut, its building like an ISA
I need to take a trip, get a firearm,
Put it to my head, ima ice-ha
Death is calling like a lyca, if my friend is calling, he probably want me dead
Coz them boys still alive, rah
My bredrin died, Father I'm swimming in a deathstroke
Larga, downing all the drinks from the Tescos, And yea
'E tallies all the nutty thoughts I have, in a pesto
And all I feel is blue and see red, like Im pedro
Father, I'm praying for the sin in me
Our Father, who art in heaven, whom, noone's like, f a simile
I dream of vanquishing all the man, that gave this agony
And, I dont care, coz, for what they did to my family, and friends
I feel apathy
I'm not the victim, I deserve this
Revenge won't take the pain away
But taking them from the earth is
A part of my rebirth kiss
Of death, Father take me from this earth quick
Remove me from the garden, As I listened to the serpent
My own friends hate me for distancing
I'm working hard, working darg, to break this curse, I'm militant
But my bredrins, I'm missing em, its a shame, that all they think when thinking of me
Is malevolent synonyms
"nat you weren't there when I coughed, could've croaked, covid challenged like, cinammon"
I wanted to kill myself and they'd rather me just be there to watch
As the ends it's killing them (the ends is killing them)
What a sad little life, and if I said I hated you for hating me
That's a sad little lie, there's sag in my eyes
These eyebags carry baggage from the lonely of nights
I'm in the London, where the stars, stand underneath, the lowly of lights
I'm scared to go out with my friends
Last time I was close with someone
They die, they're sad, they're depressed
And
You think it's not my fault that I have these thoughts in my head
Like I'm the one who kills them
I'm the reason why they're dead
And my family are troubled
I dont call them either, coz I'm awkward, and muffled
But who am I to call, when I'm desperate, and struggle, so now
I'm cautious, and troubled
There's no light, at the end, my vision in tunnel
Love ain't enough to keep the woman you love
The woman that I loved said she didn't feel loved
It Messed with me, and when my new girl misses me, I'm scared to indulge
My fight or flight
I'm doing both, at the thought of my misery
Cyclical pain, its a cynical game
I'm hoping that she loves me, giving it my all
Because if I give nothing, I'd rather die than say
I was the benefactor, to my trickery
I'm fighting for my inner child
I'm flying, for the inner me
Mumzy, got grey hairs
She begging me to stay here
I can't walk around the block or Betts park
My bets past
I can't roll the dice that I may-fair
Thinking of Michael, and his head, that was laid bare
Think of it in the morning, got home and sat in the middle of the room
And I laid there
I wanna cry
My eyes hungry got an appetite
Apple of my eye, in my eye, eat myself away in the reflection
My bones thin like malachite, I mean calamite
Lord I call on might, sat at night, ballied up waiting for the yutes to walk on by
I saw the tents and the blood stains
And the whites think our lives waste
I guess that makes sense with our blood washed in the sewage, as the blood rains
We coming from our Father, return to the earth
I WAS PRAYING THAT MY GOD CAME
Or I'll force myself up to Him
This knife will make me mundane
My primary school friend, killed my other friend
And he's riding a bird
I hate the system, but hate him more
He's hated me first
If i could, I'd break the bars, and break him in thirds
Give a piece of him to suffer hard, to my dead friend's sister, brother, mum
From the trauma he's burned
Wave's cousin might be a culprit, I've had to forgive or I'll go mad
What kinda f*cking friend, doesn't ride back?
Doesn't kill the yutes when you know man?
What kinda f*ckingggggg wimp
Doesn't crash it in a f*cking whip
Ask your cuzzy for a f*cking stick
Do it like a bad b and blow man
I'm praying to God
Coz satan's on my back and he wants vicarious reinforcement
All these christmases go by, and
All these winters reinforce this
That we're all gonna die, and my life is not important
Blacks dying they say it's us, system corrupt
Racism don't exist, next day they saying that you terror-us
Colly micro-aggression, and I faced with my heart warm
Educating, all the racists,
Became one of the good ones, the last born
They tried to take my spot, mask at school
Home, I'll take it off
Ex spreading rumours, my knees hurt, and yet I still pray to God
If I dont forgive these fools, then I'm giving up
Ima just go and kill all the yutes, that are killing us
THAT KILLED MY BLOOD
KILLED MY FUCKING FRIEND
MAN I HATE I KNOW THE YUTE, IF I WAS YOUNGER
I WOULDVE DONE 'EM UP
RUTUTUT, DID I STUTTER?
NAH, THE THINGY DOES, FIST ME UP?
I WANNA DIE ANYWAYS, JUST KILL ME CUZ
Omnibenevolent, Lord
Kill me, with your kindness
Bane of my existence, and the darkness is so blinding
And all the fire, will take me, primed for its dining
Two minds, two lives, this is what miley meant
With the circles, and the climbing.
~
I love my guy, so the scars in my heart I had to rest it
My life is like a movie, but it don't show like on Netflix
Even though dalmatians, darg
The dots could be connecting
I still don't wish the pain I felt on someone i connect with
I see my dead guy at night, and I hate myself
I said the ends kill, brudda
I've been to the end as well
If ends real, in Heaven the Angels gotta raise some hell
Ornaments
I need like t(h)ree, so a nigga can dish some bells
I ran back to the seaside, peering at my situation
I was mothered in nature
I return to my rightful destination
God's a gift at present
You fall, to get elevation
I signed my resignation, they notice I'm too week
Tyra clocked, so the streams handed me to the bank
Till the pain is vacant
Knock me for my iniquity
Knock me for not letting go
Knock me for this imagery
Knock me for the girls who's time I wasted
Knock me for the hearts I used trickery
Knock me for the times I forget sense and instead, artillery
Knock me down with your gavel, fly me away
I don't deserve the acrimony, deserve all the shame
I don't deserve your kindness, only
Deserve to be slain
By my own thoughts, Paper thin
I could fold into cranes
These girls could line me up
Why do You still choose me?
I hand myself in, on our Father, on ultralight beams
You love
Not just ultra-like me
Restore me from the cancer, the ultravi-le
Our Father
A better Father
Than my father
Or my second father
Where I'd rather be a martyr
You keep me alive
And make Favour my partner, at times
When I really need a plaster, you come back around
And kill me with kindness
You dont kill me
With karma
Anything good from Nazareth?
This tightropes on a standstill
Nathaniel
Ima only die once, once I forgive, and live
As a real man will
I can't die by my design
I hope I die with my hands filled
Come and see
With the blessings of the King
Not strapped to an anvil-
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English
As I stand before my father, Jason
He's hella flawed, and sites he was chasing, weren't, benidorm
Couldn't see things the same, I had a bad rapport (report)
Early school days, I was open book, didn't read remorse
I pray to Lord, praying more
Pray for my father, as I pray to my Father, who art in heaven
And, arts so hellish, I pondered that, comedians bathe in laughter
Flame out on stage, then he just blazes after
Got his jury in a row
As flaming archers
What's the difference, between, me, who's been a laughing stock
And my pops, when will his, laughing stop?
He suffers, and maybe I suffer, crowd dont care if he rights his wrongs
As soon as he left, did he get righted off?
His rights so wrong, never anticipated, mummy would tell the story, and I write this song
Or that son would become everything, or nothing, that they expected of
I'm staring at my mirror, laughing back, he's dark, could you figure?
I wonder do they see the cracks, in smiles or my snicker
Or do they see me as a man, or pretend they don't see me as a nigga, quicker
I thought I was negus, african king
Aint painted with that brush, when they see-us
I aint above God, but right now would be my zenith
Or do I know not, of how to be like my Jesus
Father, you don't understand, that I hate myself
Love my brother, but he represents all of the pain I've felt
Wedlock, should I dive into it?, let's not
The typa shit, puts scars on my head like I'm Lescott
Father, you left, then our Father granted me a father
Step Dad, best man, and football was our barter
I don't remember that experience, with my dad, in innocence, so in this sense
What this new man, did represent, was everything, I forgot
So I acted like my had father never left
(Knock Knock)
Until I heard those knocks again
My first father wasn't abusive, but my second father, sadly could not pretend
Bang-a-bang, batarang
Dark in the night, he'd come back again
You ain't seen your mum silent cry
Where was my father then?
But, couple years and
The house was like a hell hole
And I think my weight was raining down
I think I dropped a hell(hail) stone
Calling aunties, save me now
Mumzy hiding it, got fam thinking, where the f*ck did hell go?
Uno the black mum shi, when they'd rather act strong, but accept help?
No
Marger man
But when mumzy changed the locks, I got weight on my chest
I was gonna kill my second dad, and maul him to death
I gotta stop describing the meticulous ways, I could cause him distress
And my exes wonder why I didn't let them know the thoughts in my head
Mumzy started over, with me and my sis, step dad tried a lil spell
But our Father protected my miss, no weapon, is harming her kids
But I got a weapon, so it's calm if he slips
My cousin calm with the cling
Eugh
I could never be a trap fiend, but I got the cats in the trap, in the web
Tricking girls like Anansi
High school, I really messed around fancy, had all these tings thinking
I would make them my fiancee
Then, Heartbroken, Heart choking, next girl had to suffer
And online, I'm joking, the rest too deep to uncover
I was too deep as a lover, too harsh, I'd march, to embarrass her, and
Then move to another, that's not keeping your brother
I hear her laughing when my eyes shut, its building like an ISA
I need to take a trip, get a firearm,
Put it to my head, ima ice-ha
Death is calling like a lyca, if my friend is calling, he probably want me dead
Coz them boys still alive, rah
My bredrin died, Father I'm swimming in a deathstroke
Larga, downing all the drinks from the Tescos, And yea
'E tallies all the nutty thoughts I have, in a pesto
And all I feel is blue and see red, like Im pedro
Father, I'm praying for the sin in me
Our Father, who art in heaven, whom, noone's like, f a simile
I dream of vanquishing all the man, that gave this agony
And, I dont care, coz, for what they did to my family, and friends
I feel apathy
I'm not the victim, I deserve this
Revenge won't take the pain away
But taking them from the earth is
A part of my rebirth kiss
Of death, Father take me from this earth quick
Remove me from the garden, As I listened to the serpent
My own friends hate me for distancing
I'm working hard, working darg, to break this curse, I'm militant
But my bredrins, I'm missing em, its a shame, that all they think when thinking of me
Is malevolent synonyms
"nat you weren't there when I coughed, could've croaked, covid challenged like, cinammon"
I wanted to kill myself and they'd rather me just be there to watch
As the ends it's killing them (the ends is killing them)
What a sad little life, and if I said I hated you for hating me
That's a sad little lie, there's sag in my eyes
These eyebags carry baggage from the lonely of nights
I'm in the London, where the stars, stand underneath, the lowly of lights
I'm scared to go out with my friends
Last time I was close with someone
They die, they're sad, they're depressed
And
You think it's not my fault that I have these thoughts in my head
Like I'm the one who kills them
I'm the reason why they're dead
And my family are troubled
I dont call them either, coz I'm awkward, and muffled
But who am I to call, when I'm desperate, and struggle, so now
I'm cautious, and troubled
There's no light, at the end, my vision in tunnel
Love ain't enough to keep the woman you love
The woman that I loved said she didn't feel loved
It Messed with me, and when my new girl misses me, I'm scared to indulge
My fight or flight
I'm doing both, at the thought of my misery
Cyclical pain, its a cynical game
I'm hoping that she loves me, giving it my all
Because if I give nothing, I'd rather die than say
I was the benefactor, to my trickery
I'm fighting for my inner child
I'm flying, for the inner me
Mumzy, got grey hairs
She begging me to stay here
I can't walk around the block or Betts park
My bets past
I can't roll the dice that I may-fair
Thinking of Michael, and his head, that was laid bare
Think of it in the morning, got home and sat in the middle of the room
And I laid there
I wanna cry
My eyes hungry got an appetite
Apple of my eye, in my eye, eat myself away in the reflection
My bones thin like malachite, I mean calamite
Lord I call on might, sat at night, ballied up waiting for the yutes to walk on by
I saw the tents and the blood stains
And the whites think our lives waste
I guess that makes sense with our blood washed in the sewage, as the blood rains
We coming from our Father, return to the earth
I WAS PRAYING THAT MY GOD CAME
Or I'll force myself up to Him
This knife will make me mundane
My primary school friend, killed my other friend
And he's riding a bird
I hate the system, but hate him more
He's hated me first
If i could, I'd break the bars, and break him in thirds
Give a piece of him to suffer hard, to my dead friend's sister, brother, mum
From the trauma he's burned
Wave's cousin might be a culprit, I've had to forgive or I'll go mad
What kinda f*cking friend, doesn't ride back?
Doesn't kill the yutes when you know man?
What kinda f*ckingggggg wimp
Doesn't crash it in a f*cking whip
Ask your cuzzy for a f*cking stick
Do it like a bad b and blow man
I'm praying to God
Coz satan's on my back and he wants vicarious reinforcement
All these christmases go by, and
All these winters reinforce this
That we're all gonna die, and my life is not important
Blacks dying they say it's us, system corrupt
Racism don't exist, next day they saying that you terror-us
Colly micro-aggression, and I faced with my heart warm
Educating, all the racists,
Became one of the good ones, the last born
They tried to take my spot, mask at school
Home, I'll take it off
Ex spreading rumours, my knees hurt, and yet I still pray to God
If I dont forgive these fools, then I'm giving up
Ima just go and kill all the yutes, that are killing us
THAT KILLED MY BLOOD
KILLED MY FUCKING FRIEND
MAN I HATE I KNOW THE YUTE, IF I WAS YOUNGER
I WOULDVE DONE 'EM UP
RUTUTUT, DID I STUTTER?
NAH, THE THINGY DOES, FIST ME UP?
I WANNA DIE ANYWAYS, JUST KILL ME CUZ
Omnibenevolent, Lord
Kill me, with your kindness
Bane of my existence, and the darkness is so blinding
And all the fire, will take me, primed for its dining
Two minds, two lives, this is what miley meant
With the circles, and the climbing.
~
I love my guy, so the scars in my heart I had to rest it
My life is like a movie, but it don't show like on Netflix
Even though dalmatians, darg
The dots could be connecting
I still don't wish the pain I felt on someone i connect with
I see my dead guy at night, and I hate myself
I said the ends kill, brudda
I've been to the end as well
If ends real, in Heaven the Angels gotta raise some hell
Ornaments
I need like t(h)ree, so a nigga can dish some bells
I ran back to the seaside, peering at my situation
I was mothered in nature
I return to my rightful destination
God's a gift at present
You fall, to get elevation
I signed my resignation, they notice I'm too week
Tyra clocked, so the streams handed me to the bank
Till the pain is vacant
Knock me for my iniquity
Knock me for not letting go
Knock me for this imagery
Knock me for the girls who's time I wasted
Knock me for the hearts I used trickery
Knock me for the times I forget sense and instead, artillery
Knock me down with your gavel, fly me away
I don't deserve the acrimony, deserve all the shame
I don't deserve your kindness, only
Deserve to be slain
By my own thoughts, Paper thin
I could fold into cranes
These girls could line me up
Why do You still choose me?
I hand myself in, on our Father, on ultralight beams
You love
Not just ultra-like me
Restore me from the cancer, the ultravi-le
Our Father
A better Father
Than my father
Or my second father
Where I'd rather be a martyr
You keep me alive
And make Favour my partner, at times
When I really need a plaster, you come back around
And kill me with kindness
You dont kill me
With karma
Anything good from Nazareth?
This tightropes on a standstill
Nathaniel
Ima only die once, once I forgive, and live
As a real man will
I can't die by my design
I hope I die with my hands filled
Come and see
With the blessings of the King
Not strapped to an anvil-
He's hella flawed, and sites he was chasing, weren't, benidorm
Couldn't see things the same, I had a bad rapport (report)
Early school days, I was open book, didn't read remorse
I pray to Lord, praying more
Pray for my father, as I pray to my Father, who art in heaven
And, arts so hellish, I pondered that, comedians bathe in laughter
Flame out on stage, then he just blazes after
Got his jury in a row
As flaming archers
What's the difference, between, me, who's been a laughing stock
And my pops, when will his, laughing stop?
He suffers, and maybe I suffer, crowd dont care if he rights his wrongs
As soon as he left, did he get righted off?
His rights so wrong, never anticipated, mummy would tell the story, and I write this song
Or that son would become everything, or nothing, that they expected of
I'm staring at my mirror, laughing back, he's dark, could you figure?
I wonder do they see the cracks, in smiles or my snicker
Or do they see me as a man, or pretend they don't see me as a nigga, quicker
I thought I was negus, african king
Aint painted with that brush, when they see-us
I aint above God, but right now would be my zenith
Or do I know not, of how to be like my Jesus
Father, you don't understand, that I hate myself
Love my brother, but he represents all of the pain I've felt
Wedlock, should I dive into it?, let's not
The typa shit, puts scars on my head like I'm Lescott
Father, you left, then our Father granted me a father
Step Dad, best man, and football was our barter
I don't remember that experience, with my dad, in innocence, so in this sense
What this new man, did represent, was everything, I forgot
So I acted like my had father never left
(Knock Knock)
Until I heard those knocks again
My first father wasn't abusive, but my second father, sadly could not pretend
Bang-a-bang, batarang
Dark in the night, he'd come back again
You ain't seen your mum silent cry
Where was my father then?
But, couple years and
The house was like a hell hole
And I think my weight was raining down
I think I dropped a hell(hail) stone
Calling aunties, save me now
Mumzy hiding it, got fam thinking, where the f*ck did hell go?
Uno the black mum shi, when they'd rather act strong, but accept help?
No
Marger man
But when mumzy changed the locks, I got weight on my chest
I was gonna kill my second dad, and maul him to death
I gotta stop describing the meticulous ways, I could cause him distress
And my exes wonder why I didn't let them know the thoughts in my head
Mumzy started over, with me and my sis, step dad tried a lil spell
But our Father protected my miss, no weapon, is harming her kids
But I got a weapon, so it's calm if he slips
My cousin calm with the cling
Eugh
I could never be a trap fiend, but I got the cats in the trap, in the web
Tricking girls like Anansi
High school, I really messed around fancy, had all these tings thinking
I would make them my fiancee
Then, Heartbroken, Heart choking, next girl had to suffer
And online, I'm joking, the rest too deep to uncover
I was too deep as a lover, too harsh, I'd march, to embarrass her, and
Then move to another, that's not keeping your brother
I hear her laughing when my eyes shut, its building like an ISA
I need to take a trip, get a firearm,
Put it to my head, ima ice-ha
Death is calling like a lyca, if my friend is calling, he probably want me dead
Coz them boys still alive, rah
My bredrin died, Father I'm swimming in a deathstroke
Larga, downing all the drinks from the Tescos, And yea
'E tallies all the nutty thoughts I have, in a pesto
And all I feel is blue and see red, like Im pedro
Father, I'm praying for the sin in me
Our Father, who art in heaven, whom, noone's like, f a simile
I dream of vanquishing all the man, that gave this agony
And, I dont care, coz, for what they did to my family, and friends
I feel apathy
I'm not the victim, I deserve this
Revenge won't take the pain away
But taking them from the earth is
A part of my rebirth kiss
Of death, Father take me from this earth quick
Remove me from the garden, As I listened to the serpent
My own friends hate me for distancing
I'm working hard, working darg, to break this curse, I'm militant
But my bredrins, I'm missing em, its a shame, that all they think when thinking of me
Is malevolent synonyms
"nat you weren't there when I coughed, could've croaked, covid challenged like, cinammon"
I wanted to kill myself and they'd rather me just be there to watch
As the ends it's killing them (the ends is killing them)
What a sad little life, and if I said I hated you for hating me
That's a sad little lie, there's sag in my eyes
These eyebags carry baggage from the lonely of nights
I'm in the London, where the stars, stand underneath, the lowly of lights
I'm scared to go out with my friends
Last time I was close with someone
They die, they're sad, they're depressed
And
You think it's not my fault that I have these thoughts in my head
Like I'm the one who kills them
I'm the reason why they're dead
And my family are troubled
I dont call them either, coz I'm awkward, and muffled
But who am I to call, when I'm desperate, and struggle, so now
I'm cautious, and troubled
There's no light, at the end, my vision in tunnel
Love ain't enough to keep the woman you love
The woman that I loved said she didn't feel loved
It Messed with me, and when my new girl misses me, I'm scared to indulge
My fight or flight
I'm doing both, at the thought of my misery
Cyclical pain, its a cynical game
I'm hoping that she loves me, giving it my all
Because if I give nothing, I'd rather die than say
I was the benefactor, to my trickery
I'm fighting for my inner child
I'm flying, for the inner me
Mumzy, got grey hairs
She begging me to stay here
I can't walk around the block or Betts park
My bets past
I can't roll the dice that I may-fair
Thinking of Michael, and his head, that was laid bare
Think of it in the morning, got home and sat in the middle of the room
And I laid there
I wanna cry
My eyes hungry got an appetite
Apple of my eye, in my eye, eat myself away in the reflection
My bones thin like malachite, I mean calamite
Lord I call on might, sat at night, ballied up waiting for the yutes to walk on by
I saw the tents and the blood stains
And the whites think our lives waste
I guess that makes sense with our blood washed in the sewage, as the blood rains
We coming from our Father, return to the earth
I WAS PRAYING THAT MY GOD CAME
Or I'll force myself up to Him
This knife will make me mundane
My primary school friend, killed my other friend
And he's riding a bird
I hate the system, but hate him more
He's hated me first
If i could, I'd break the bars, and break him in thirds
Give a piece of him to suffer hard, to my dead friend's sister, brother, mum
From the trauma he's burned
Wave's cousin might be a culprit, I've had to forgive or I'll go mad
What kinda f*cking friend, doesn't ride back?
Doesn't kill the yutes when you know man?
What kinda f*ckingggggg wimp
Doesn't crash it in a f*cking whip
Ask your cuzzy for a f*cking stick
Do it like a bad b and blow man
I'm praying to God
Coz satan's on my back and he wants vicarious reinforcement
All these christmases go by, and
All these winters reinforce this
That we're all gonna die, and my life is not important
Blacks dying they say it's us, system corrupt
Racism don't exist, next day they saying that you terror-us
Colly micro-aggression, and I faced with my heart warm
Educating, all the racists,
Became one of the good ones, the last born
They tried to take my spot, mask at school
Home, I'll take it off
Ex spreading rumours, my knees hurt, and yet I still pray to God
If I dont forgive these fools, then I'm giving up
Ima just go and kill all the yutes, that are killing us
THAT KILLED MY BLOOD
KILLED MY FUCKING FRIEND
MAN I HATE I KNOW THE YUTE, IF I WAS YOUNGER
I WOULDVE DONE 'EM UP
RUTUTUT, DID I STUTTER?
NAH, THE THINGY DOES, FIST ME UP?
I WANNA DIE ANYWAYS, JUST KILL ME CUZ
Omnibenevolent, Lord
Kill me, with your kindness
Bane of my existence, and the darkness is so blinding
And all the fire, will take me, primed for its dining
Two minds, two lives, this is what miley meant
With the circles, and the climbing.
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I love my guy, so the scars in my heart I had to rest it
My life is like a movie, but it don't show like on Netflix
Even though dalmatians, darg
The dots could be connecting
I still don't wish the pain I felt on someone i connect with
I see my dead guy at night, and I hate myself
I said the ends kill, brudda
I've been to the end as well
If ends real, in Heaven the Angels gotta raise some hell
Ornaments
I need like t(h)ree, so a nigga can dish some bells
I ran back to the seaside, peering at my situation
I was mothered in nature
I return to my rightful destination
God's a gift at present
You fall, to get elevation
I signed my resignation, they notice I'm too week
Tyra clocked, so the streams handed me to the bank
Till the pain is vacant
Knock me for my iniquity
Knock me for not letting go
Knock me for this imagery
Knock me for the girls who's time I wasted
Knock me for the hearts I used trickery
Knock me for the times I forget sense and instead, artillery
Knock me down with your gavel, fly me away
I don't deserve the acrimony, deserve all the shame
I don't deserve your kindness, only
Deserve to be slain
By my own thoughts, Paper thin
I could fold into cranes
These girls could line me up
Why do You still choose me?
I hand myself in, on our Father, on ultralight beams
You love
Not just ultra-like me
Restore me from the cancer, the ultravi-le
Our Father
A better Father
Than my father
Or my second father
Where I'd rather be a martyr
You keep me alive
And make Favour my partner, at times
When I really need a plaster, you come back around
And kill me with kindness
You dont kill me
With karma
Anything good from Nazareth?
This tightropes on a standstill
Nathaniel
Ima only die once, once I forgive, and live
As a real man will
I can't die by my design
I hope I die with my hands filled
Come and see
With the blessings of the King
Not strapped to an anvil-
Writer: Nathaniel Simms-Brown
Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid