N8le - Dead Inside Lyrics

And I roll up my sleeves and I button my shirt
I get ready for work, even though I'm feeling like dirt
It's a realization to me I won't be chasing my dreams
I never thought I'd give it up, so easily

Time after time and you're wondering why
You decided to try to take a risk
Maybe it's so because you got old
And you had so much hope
That you just had to let go

Cuz if I had to decide whether to live or to die
I would try to find a minute of time
To remind myself that didn't get where I was at by giving in
It's a struggle to win, when your already dead
Dead inside
Like a friend who would lie to take advantage of a situationship
Dead Inside
Like you're remembering why you don't trust anyone with anything

And I, go on to believe you're a stranger to me
I wouldn't call on you to settle things
And just, wherever you is, I couldn't forget
That I couldn't forgive you for everything that you did

I'm praying at night that I'm escaping this life
I'll say that I tried to take it just one day at a time
But one day of my life is an infinite time
Where I sit and remind myself how I'm victim of lies

Cuz if I had to decide whether to live or to die
I would try to find a minute of time
To remind myself that didn't get where I was at by giving in
It's a struggle to win, when your already dead
Dead inside
Like a friend who would lie to take advantage of a situationship
Dead Inside
Like you're remembering why you don't trust anyone with anything

And I, roll up my sleeves and I button my shirt
I get ready to hurt like the depths of hell I will burn
The closer I get, I know I have no regrets
I just have to confess that I took the time to repent
You know I always believed that the pain inside me
Wouldn't stay it would leave when I set myself free
And for whats it is worth, I just want to be sure
That the reason I'm leaving doesn't go unignored

Cuz if I had to decide whether to live or to die
I would try to find a minute of time
To remind myself that didn't get where I was at by giving in
It's a struggle to win, when your already dead
Dead inside
Like a friend who would lie to take advantage of a situationship
Dead Inside
Like you're remembering why you don't trust anyone with anything