Tear me up inside
You come at me with a knife
Tearin my guts right open
In front of everyone jokin
Laughin like it's no big deal
Everybody does it
So it's cool isn't it
It's cool to jump off a bridge and land inna river
But soon you'll start regrettin
The jumpin that you did
Because you finally noticed
That you landin inna river fulla your own sin
Recently
I was jumping off like I would normally
And suddenly after I had jumped in
I began to be regretting everything
What is
Happening
These feelings shouldn't be occurring
I've been do this for years
So why is this just now happening to me
This is not how its supposed to be
It's supposed to be all hunky dory
Without even a worry
But I guess we aren't in a Disney story
Don't try to find your charming
Its unappealing
All your doing is sealing
Everything you had it's nothing
Don't you dare come stealing from me either
This would be utterly useless considering my money status
Come at me again see what happens
You're not supposed to be here
So leave before I give you seven kicks
In the place that hurts that the nurse can't fix
Because you don't bring warmth
You only bring remorse
I'm pretty sure that the lord did not intend war
If so why weren't we torn on day one
With Adam and eve in the garden of eden
You caused this your the reason that people get beaten
You proud of yourself yet
You like where you're rebellious ways went
You changed from being the lightest
To being the darkest
I hope you've been liken it
Temptation I have been fightin it
You are the cause of this
If you weren't rebellious
How much better would we be
No terrorist, no isis killin all of the Christians
Heck there would be no hell
And we could still be perfect
In the GARDEN!!!!
HOW CRAZY would that be
No evil tempting me
To do things I shouldn't be doing
Deciding if the regret would be worth it
Or if I benefit from it in the slightest
I ask this every single mornin
HOW WILL my addiction be affected by this
This question needs answered more than any of my other questions
It's why i write about it
So maybe I'll get answers on it
(It's not important) yes it is
YOU JUST don't see the big picture
Because you can't focus
On what's really important
Jesus Christ and becoming like him
He is everythin I ever need
I could lose everything
And I will be fine
WHY DID you just say such a controversial statement
Do you wanna be famous or somethin
No I don't
Bein famous sounds just terrible
I want people to understand
That there is more to life
Understand that
There are facts greater than cash
That's why you should stand up and ask
All the questions that you have
Maybe then the glass
Won't break in half
Maybe then your bash
Wouldn't be as massive
Understand that
There are facts greater than cash
That's why you should stand up and ask
All the questions that you have
Maybe then the glass
Won't break in half
Maybe then your bash
Wouldn't be as massive
You came at me saying
How crazy it would be
To violate everything he taught to me
But here's the thing
Every word he's said to me
Has been meaningful in some way
Without him I would be seriously messed up you see
I would probably be deep in worry
Might be scrounging for food to eat
I could be in an alley
Getting beat up for something I never did
Not knowing for sure if I will get to EAT
SO NO I will not go and violate everything he taught to me
Everything I have he gave me
You should be terrified of your destiny
Considering the fact that you will lose guarantee
No matter what you do
You could
Bring 50 times more demons and still be defeated
In the great battle that you two will be having
In the years to come
When the battle occurs
He won't need to touch you
He doesn't even really need to look at you
And you will succumb
To his power
You will begin to cower
You'll be terrified of him because you didn't listen
Ha ha ha
You will be taken and tossed in a lake of fire and sulfuric acid
This will be endless
Hold up what the heck is happening
Ha ha ha
Ok Nathan
I see where you are going with this
You wanna split
You wanna leave
But you can't leave me
We became buddys the second you turned on that screen
I perverted your memory
I did everything
You remember all that
Do you wanna go back
Two little clicks and you'll have what you lacked
So do that
Open up your own bag of crack
NO
Nothing you say will make me go back to my old ways
Notta Friday Saturday or any day will I be going back to being cliche
I wont play that computer game
Notta again
I've got God
I'm in awe of him always
Nd My thoughts
Were sought after by God
And now they're all his
And now all I can say is
You leave before he kicks you away
And you become afraid
To escape your cell
And so stay away for thousands of decades
I want people to understand
That there is more to life
There is a heaven and hell
With the God and the devil
Understand that
There are facts greater than cash
That's why you should stand up and ask
All the questions about Christ that you have
Maybe then Satan
Won't break you in half
Maybe then Jesus Christ
Will be your mass
Understand that
There are facts greater than cash
That's why you should stand up and ask
All the questions about Christ that you have
Maybe then Satan
Won't break you in half
Maybe then Jesus Christ
Will be your mass