Nahkeem - Lil Trent 4L Lyrics

(Lil Trent 4L)
Man I took life for granted, Until I lost my cousin man
I don't understand it, I'm hurtin' like no other man
So I bow my head down, Right hand across my other hand
And wish that I can see him one more time, Say I love him man
Thought I'd never see the day you layin' in a coffin
Every time I cry now, Tears turnin' into coughin'
And I vowed I won't forget you, So I think about you often
And there ain't no other option
I find it hard to deal, With these emotions
My tears still, Fillin' up the oceans
I still will, Go through the motions
'Cause I still feel, That my heart broken
I just wanna see the way, But I can't seem to find the light
I just wanna see the day, But I get no sleep at night
If you see me with my eyes closed, I ain't sleepin' tight
'Cause what happened to my brother man, That ain't even right
I ain't get to say goodbye, So I'm hopin' that you hear me
You my angel now, But that thought still eerie
Hope you lookin' over me, These demons comin' near me
Right at my low, And my eyes still teary
But I'ma stay strong, I know you would want me, To stay strong
But how long can I stay strong, Can I keep calm?
Can I keep my head up and still stand tall?
Man I took life for granted, Until I lost my cousin man
I don't understand it, I'm hurtin' like no other man
So I bow my head down, Right hand across my other hand
And wish that I can see him one more time, Say I love him man
Thought I'd never see the day you layin' in a coffin
Every time I cry now, Tears turnin' into coughin'
And I vowed I won't forget you, So I think about you often
And there ain't no other option
If they know about me, They gon' know about you
If they around me, They gon' be around you
It ain't all about me, I can't ball without you
Man where would I be, Prolly lost without you
And there's nothin' they can show me, To bring me back to the old me
Since you left I've been lonely, I ain't had a homie
These people actin' like they know me, But they don't know me like you know me
They be actin' phony, And if they talk it's baloney
And even talkin' to my OG, As I listen closely
I can't find comfort in what he told me, As these tears fall slowly
It won't be the same, Until we meet again
But I'm still afraid to die, I cannot lie
Listen, I won't even try, 'Cause I'm not that typa' guy
Man I took life for granted, Until I lost my cousin man
I don't understand it, I'm hurtin' like no other man
So I bow my head down, Right hand across my other hand
And wish that I can see him one more time, Say I love him man
Thought I'd never see the day you layin' in a coffin
Every time I cry now, Tears turnin' into coughin'
And I vowed I won't forget you, So I think about you often
And there ain't no other, Ain't no other option
(Man run that back man, This like my eighth time)