NaMonaMe - Dissonance Lyrics

What is the point in trying to hold it all in
When all I want to do is be with you
That little smile that slips across
Those pretty lips, I'm at a loss for words
To describe how I feel

I see that look in your eyes
Those whispered words of you and I
And I'm just trying to be right
I could smile and pretend
That it is gone, it was the end
But I would be lying

Because I could sit here like I don't care
Meanwhile in my mind, oh up there
I am wishing you were here, or I was there

But I honestly don't really care
Because all I have to do is stare at you
And I tried before to let it go
Yet here I am at your door again

Many words are written for
What used to be, what could be more
And I am trying to be in line
The way you whispered, Come on, stay
And the way I lingered, oh that day
Oh I'm trying to be rid of you

But what the hell am I supposed to do
All these visions of me and you
And I don't know what to do

Because I'm really trying to forget
I am nowhere near that yet
And I am this close to giving in
I'm about to let you win my heart

I don't know where we stand
And there's no point in rushing the end
Of an endless thing... darling
I will just try to stay away
And just patiently wait for the day
When you don't mean a thing

Because I am trying hard to make it right
But you are on my mind tonight
And I honestly know and think
You're the one and this is it, it's clear

Because I cannot do this anymore
I think my heart is falling for you
And I don't know what to do or say
Should I go or should I stay with you