Lost Myself (RAW) Video (MV)

I'm just tired of these people downing me
Beating up my spirit and my energy
I just wanna be what I'm supposed to be
I fee like my demons are attacking me

I found all this love that wasn't meant for me
I lost all my patience and my sanity
All the sh*it I did started tying me down
I knew all my darkness would just come back around

I was in my room and I turned off the lights
I was F$$king up and had to pay the price
Protecting myself and I had to build a wall
Hoping that I would never bend or fall

I was so low but I turned back to myself
Feeling all these feeling that I had never felt
Put my heart on ice so it would never melt
Had a couple tricks hiding under my belt

I was cold hearted and it froze my blood
I was so weak and I felt so dumb
I was in a hole and I had to get out
Blood was pumping fast and my head would start to pound
Ooo
And my head would start to pound
And I went a couple rounds
And I'm going out of town

I'm just tired of these people downing me
Beating up my spirit and my energy
I just wanna be what I'm supposed to be
I fee like my demons are attacking me

I found all this love that wasn't meant for me
I lost all my patience and my sanity
All the sh!it I did started tying me down
I knew all my darkness would just come back around