Narae - One Thousand and One Lyrics

I woke up, rain on my face
Dreaming of a place
A memory, 23
You and me in the summer heat

But you don't even remember
You play it cool like the weather
Acting tougher than leather
But I know, I know
You're afraid of holding it down
You bottle up and keep me out
Emotions like tidal waves
Easy to run away
I know, I know

Why do I put in so much effort
For someone who won't do any better
Why do I still try
You know my feelings haven't changed
Been this way since better days
I should've known not to let you stay

But if I'm being honest
I still miss you regardless
I still miss you regardless
And I know you don't really care
You only need me when you need to validate yourself and your friends

And your selfish defiance
There's no reason or science
You're standing there lying to me
How could I be so innocent
Another one of your experiments
Can't believe I fell for it

And I fell so hard