Nate Synonymous - Wasting Time Lyrics

Now I hang by a thread
Everything you say go bang in my head
Can't hang so I sang what I said
What I'm saying is I'm better off dead
No shame I'm ashamed that I bled
Know where it lead when I lay in your bed
Can't sleep I'm awake with my dread
Every dream I'ma drive to the edge
And my mind full of lead
Mindful of life I believe where it led
No small thing
I'ma think when the call sing
Might sink to the brink but I'm balling
Summer Winter all Fall Spring
Some will come as your kin some will call fiend
Lotta friends in the kennel but see I call king
With the pen and the pencil I make 'em all sing
All this time I spent on you
You just lead me on I'm through
I'm so over feeling blue
No more crying in my room
Hanging on by a thread
Digging into string theory
Might be better off dead
Had to broaden my delivery
Before I end up in the feds
All the time I wasted
Keep me hanging on
To all my inefficiencies
Argue when I'm calling out your destructive tendencies
If you could you'd steal my breath from me
Knew you would you took what I had left in me
Fronto leaf and good ass weed this hard work my specialty
Had to dive up in my craft
And kick it with some new homies
Find some people that could never care about no Rollies
We been struggling for rent
Tryna impact the community
I ain't even leave a dent
I'm hell bent
These bars God sent
Getting lost up in a mosh pit
Gotta keep my mind of you
Know it's over and we through
Seen your new man I'm not amused
I won't speak about the blue woah
I won't
I won't speak about the blue no
All the time I spent on you
Lil' bitch I'm so over you
I might f*ck your best friend too