Nathan Campbell - existence dissolution Lyrics

I don't want to go home
Please leave me alone
I don't want to grow old
Suffered young tainted mind body decomposed
On the backroads driving to fast lost control
Hope I'm dead in this crash
No one cares no one knows
Oh
Am I existing?
Is this a bad dream?
I did a bad thing
Nobody asked me
Take me to Cali
My grand finale
If she just asked me
I need her badly
Am I existing?
Is this a bad dream?
I did a bad thing
Nobody asked me
Take me to Cali
My grand finale
If she just asked me
I need her badly
Oh
I need her badly
When was I last seen?
Huh nobodies asking
Time is just passing
The lights are flashing
EMS couldn't do a thing
I've been dead for a week
No one listens when I speak
Cut too deep now I bleed
I've been wanting to scream
Everyone's laughing at me
Life's to bleak I'm too weak
I'm losing sync I need my peace
I can't think and I can't dream
I'm in my bed can't even sleep
I can't do this
Existence dissolution
I can't do this
Existence dissolution
I can't do this
Existence dissolution
I can't do this
Existence dissolution
Am I existing?
Is this a bad dream?
I did a bad thing
Nobody asked me
Take me to Cali
My grand finale
If she just asked me
I need her badly
Am I existing?
Is this a bad dream?
I did a bad thing
Nobody asked me
Take me to Cali
My grand finale
If she just asked me
I need her badly
I need her badly
I need her badly