Me Video (MV)

I am not alive
I am not dead
Swirling around
Lost in my head
I am not here
I am not far
Losing my sight
Wish to be where you are
You betrayed me
Now I can't be me
I am not good
I am not bad
Have I done well?
Maybe a tad
I am not loved (I am not loved)
I am not feared (I am not feared)
Where is my mind? (Where is my mind?)
Where have I steered? (Where have I steered?)
You betrayed me
Now I can't be me
Dissipation domination
Anticipation imagination
Compression Reflection
Impression Depression
Desperation Execution
Navigation Elevation
Destruction Eruption
Malfunction Corruption
Floating not feeling
Endless not dying
I still have a heart (I still have a heart)
But I have no soul (But I have no soul)
My body's compressed (My body's compressed)
Crushed in a black hole
You betrayed me
Now I can't be me
I am not sure
I am not scared
What lurks in my dreams
I'm unprepared
My mind has a lock (My mind has a lock)
But I have the wrong key (But I have the wrong key)
How can I dream (How can I dream)
When I cannot see? (When I cannot see?)
You betrayed me
Now I can't be me
(Floating) Dissipation domination
(Not feeling) Anticipation imagination
(Endless) Compression Reflection
(Not dying) Impression Depression
(Floating) Desperation Execution
(Not Feeling) Navigation Elevation
(Endless) Destruction Eruption
(Not Dying) Malfunction Corruption