All of these thoughts up in my brain
Made the saine go away
While I'm eating this champain
And nobody ever could heal my pain
Why you think I'm feeling nothing but pressure up in my veins
I swear that these days I'm only seeing the reaper
He grabbin on my shoulders tryna stop the dreamer
Hum, I feel like talking my shit
So tell these other MCs that they can suck on my dick
I'm sick and tired of these pigs always shooting these kids
But this america so all these problems don't exist right
And we surrounded by lies
And even if we spread the word we see loved ones die
Cause life's a bitch and then you die
That why we get high
Cause you never know
When your gonna go
And even if the fame rise
I ain't gonna lie
Imma probably get shot from behind
So mama please don't cry
I'll be alright
I'll tell dad about all them hard times
And if I somehow survive
I'll probably die
Cause my mind can't handle these vibe
Look
And these days these thoughts is a bitch
Why you think a young nigga bout to say f*ck this shit
Aye yo yo yo Nebr is it gonna be quick
I think not so I'll probly f*cking dip out this shit f*ck
Knees deep in your guts
I go nuts and reply with a knife on my tongue
Aye yo yo yo tell me what the hells going up
I don't know I'm your mind telling you to go nuts son
Been depressed
Grabbing on this knife and drifting it cross my neck
Can you guess why niggas are hunting death
Better check when I was the happiest
And f*cking yes its cause of my papa's death
And these days I ain't feeling the best
And now my mind is going off off to the edge
While sucied keeps seeping into my head
F*ck, I lost my mind
Where the weed
I need the high
All these tears dripping from my eyes
Ever since I had to say goodbye
So don't tell her I ain't alright
I still can't see the light
Better off sucied
And joining you were heaven lys
I'm sorry on your last day I threw a fit
But you know kids are kids just ask the brit
Hm, thank god you never the the chick
Took me on a bad ride and was a back trip
But anyway, I'm sorry about your last day
Saw you past now my heads fifty shades of gray
And even though right now i ain't okay
I'll be okay
So don't worry
Look
And these days these thoughts is a bitch
Why you think a young nigga bout to say f*ck this shit
Aye yo yo yo Nebr is it gonna be quick
I think not so I'll probably f*cking dip out this shit f*ck
Knees deep in your guts
I go nuts and reply with a knife on my tongue
Aye yo yo yo tell me what the hells going up
I don't know I'm your mind telling you to go nuts son