Neck Wrung - Spent Lyrics

I'm so f*cking tired of
Not being taken seriously
No one gives a f*ck
About anyone else
The human race
Has a very disgusting face
I don't want to spend
Another day in this hell
Driven by the madness
I can never stop the sadness
I just can't seem to find
The will to live
If I could find
A source of happiness
I would beg for a chance
To live again
To live again
All I want is to remember
What it's like to be
A living breathing human again
I want to live again
I envy those who have
The motivation
To live their f*cking lives
I'll never know
What it will ever be like
When they say
That they're alive
Because I'm f*cking dead
Shot in the head
With a bullet called dread
In cold blood
I have nowhere to run
Longing for change
Hoping to stop this pain
Feeling like my liveliness

Has run its course
Run its course
Not being good
Enough for anyone
Isn't even what hurts the most
It's not even being
Enough for myself
My mind has left
My body to bleed out
Bleed me out
Driven by the madness
I can never stop the sadness
I just can't seem to find
The will to live
If I could find
A source of happiness
I would beg for a chance
To live again
Bleed me out
All I want is to escape
This hate that I have
For myself
This is a profound humiliation
I wish the eyes of the world
Were invisible
Hope has turned its back on me
I don't see the f*cking light
I've given up on everything
It won't be long
Until I lose this fight
Will you take me seriously Before I take my life