Nefarious - I Don't Care Lyrics

Yeah
Aye
I got something to gain,
I ain't got nothin' to lose
I use the music to escape, only reason that I do
You had me tied down like the laces in a shoe
How was I supposed to tell that you were gonna change too
I am motherf*cking broke but I cannot wait to move
At the start of this year, I wish I had died, too
But I guess I confess I escaped too soon
Got a fire in my chest telling me don't lose
I am not a special person, I share this pain
I don't need a f*cking watch, I wear my rings
All I feel is my mind going up in flames
And keep your coins I need some change
Man you know i'm sayin', what's the point of living
Everyone is gonna die and all the people that are lonely
Or the people that have tried
I don't see a point then kill it,
Then I close my eyes and I hold flags up until I die

I don't care
How you feel
I can tell
Anywhere I look shit's not real
Yeah I don't care
How you feel
Yeah because I can tell
Anywhere I look shit's not real
Damn

I got something to gain, I ain't got nothin' to lose
I use the music to escape, only reason that I do
Don't shoot, please move
Out the motherf*cking way
Cause it's me who's coming through
Out the motherf*cking gate
What do I say to anybody besides get up out my face
But if I did do something else
Then would they remember the name
What do I make out of the people that are feeling just the same
Are they feeling just the same
Of the way i'm always acting
I am here to play the part
They keep hating on the rappers
We just here to make the art
But don't think that I am chill or I will sit around and talk
Dawg I'll smack your ass silly in the muf*ckin' jaw
See I know what is expected and what everybody wants
But I can't give nobody shit, not a motherf*cking song
I can't even f*ckin' write and I can't tell you what is wrong
'Cause I don't know where the f*ck to go
And i've been lost for way too long
On every track I try to manage
How to view or what to hear
But all that I can picture lately is the damage too severe
Or my brains up on the wall
Because i'm lost in the love
But i'd hate to see it end at the start of my career
And here i'm lost in the life before I get to the steps
And man sometimes i'll take a break
But i'm just catchin' my breath
You ever get a third strike? Not a chance that is left
And in my mind I hate to break it but i'm choking to death
'Cause I don't know how many motherf*cking seconds are left
And I don't know how many kids are judged by scores on a test
Alright I know how bad it looks with all the ways that we dress
Yeah but I promise that this generation's doing our best

I don't care
How you feel
I can tell
Anywhere I look shit's not real
I don't care
How you feel
I can tell
Anywhere I look shit's not real

I am not a special person, I share this pain
I don't need a f*cking watch, I wear my rings
All I feel is my mind going up in flames
And keep your coins, I need some change
I'm sayin', what's the point of living
Everyone is gonna die and all the people that are lonely
Or the people that have tried
I don't see a point then kill it
Then I close my eyes and I hold flags up until I die
Man you know i'm sayin', what's the point of living
Everyone is gonna die and all the people that are lonely
Or the people that have tried
I don't see a point then kill it, then I close my eyes
And I hold flags up until I die

I don't care
How you feel
I can tell
Anywhere I look shit's not real
Yeah I don't care
How you feel
Yeah because I can tell
Anywhere I look shit's not real
Damn