Nell - Born To Be Sad Lyrics

I wish someone would like me for the real me
I wish I could find someone that would heal me
I can be extroverted only under the influence
Of red wine and light cigarettes
Going home, it's dark, there are no stars
That could help me erase my scars
I wasn't myself for months but nobody noticed
Now I'm too far gone, I wish you would notice
I wish someone would listen
I'm crying on the kitchen floor
Never mind, I can handle it
The worst, I am saving it for more
For more people, so I can hurt them
I'll burn this city, I will leave them
Just because I'm f*cked up in the head
The more you say, the less I know
But one thing I know for sure
I was meant to be sad
So sad, so sad, so sad
Maybe in another universe I would be
A first choice for someone that would love me
I don't like the future that society's serving on a perfect plate
It's full of hate
I wish someone would listen
I'm crying on the kitchen floor
Never mind, I can handle it
The worst, I am saving it for more
For more people, so I can hurt them
I'll burn this city, I will leave them
Just because I'm f*cked up in the head
The more you say, the less I know
But one thing I know for sure
I was meant to be sad
So sad, so sad, so sad
I was born to die
I was born to lie
In bed, waiting for a sign
No wonder I'm silent
You told me to be quiet
And keep my pretty mouth shut
I'm done with everyone
There's only a ghost of me
I screamed anyone
But no one heard a thing
I know that I was born to be sad
I wish someone would listen
I'm crying on the kitchen floor
Never mind, I can handle it
The worst, I am saving it for more
For more people, so I can hurt them
I'll burn this city, I will leave them
Just because I'm f*cked up in the head
The more you say, the less I know
But one thing I know for sure
I was meant to be sad
So sad, so sad, so sad
So sad, so sad, so sad