Neon Bull - Forever a Dream Lyrics

From the first time
That I saw you
Couldn't express
My emotions for you
Never willing
To speak my mind
Had no courage
Lost my confidence
Shied away from
Ever talking to you
Convinced myself
I'm a fool

Wished that I lived in a fixed society
Tried to ignore all of my anxiety
Didn't know how though
Hoping that now
I'll heal
But it beat me up inside for too long
And I feel like if we spoke, we'd get along
Maybe someday
It'd be better this way
But not today

I never wanted anything more
Than for you to laugh with me now
Smile when you're down
Live in my world of fun
But I know it's a dream
Someone else makes you feel complete
Oh I know there's nowhere to go
Out of my control
Spiral towards a long dead end

Fall asleep to
Sound of fallin' rain
Every picture
Drives me insane
My brain
Hurts from thinking
About you
At the moment
I'm too stressed out
To even look
For a way out of this
Keep pretending
I'll be fine

Hey I'm searching for the one of a kind
And I'm trapped inside a loop for something I won't find
Full of despair
Run my hands through my hair
All day
Though I know that I should give up trying
There's a part of me that craves the feeling of
Fallin' apart
Brings me back to the start
Can't fix this heart

I never wanted anything more
Than for you to laugh with me now
Smile when you're down
Live in my world of fun
But I know it's a dream
Someone else makes you feel complete
Oh I know there's nowhere to go
Out of my control
Spiral towards a long dead end

Calm down
We can turn this ship around
And find a way back home (Way)
Navigate through the open road
For now
I think we are leaps and bounds
From finding common ground
Always trust in what you know
Oh-oh-oh oh-oh way-oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh oh-oh way-oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh

I never wanted anything more
Than for you to laugh with me now
Smile when you're down
Live in my world of fun
But I know it's a dream
Someone else makes you feel complete
Oh I know there's nowhere to go
Out of my control
Spiral towards a long dead end

I never wanted anything more
Than for you to laugh with me now
Smile when you're down
Live in my world of fun
But I know it's a dream
Someone else makes you feel complete