Drive alone
Past the empty parking lots that I
Used to know
Now I can't even recognize
What's in front of me
It's just a shell of what we had
When we were growing up
And I don't want apologies
I'd rather die than masquerade
Inside a memory
That never felt like home
Hold it together
Now I
Feel like a wreck
Because I've already spent
Too many nights awake staring at my phone
You promised me then
We'd never do this again
Too many places now that I'll never go
I've outgrown
The places that we used share
Are now getting old
I always thought you'd be right there
But now I sit alone
With all these bottles I had open
I was sure I heard you
All those years ago
You told me this was not for nothing
But now I know
That never felt like home
Hold it together
Now I
Feel like a wreck
Because I've already spent
Too many nights awake staring at my phone
You promised me then
We'd never do this again
So many places now that I'll never go
Making a plan you know that
Never would last and
I saw it coming but I
Hoped it would pass now I
Sit in the basement drinking
Anything I can just to
Try to remember all the people that I'll never see again
Making a plan you know that
Never would last and
I saw it coming but I
Hoped it would pass now I
Sit in the basement drinking
Anything I can just to
Try to remember all the people that I'll never see again