Nephew P - Shameful Lyrics

I lost a Jesus piece, prolly where the peace went
Home from campus life, my mind been gone since
And since then I felt I let the family down
Everybody got degrees, look at me, feel shameful now

Wore my cousin hand me downs as a golden child growing wild
Dad found out that he had another child
Mama held him down tho'
What would I do for a white Jag sitting pretty on some Forgiatos
Had Spyro the Dragon on that PlayStation 1
And I had a Gameboy, granddad gave me one
Granny had the VCR and I had the orange tapes
What you know about them orange tapes? Man them were the days

I lost a Jesus piece, that's prolly where the peace went
Home from campus life man, mind been gone since man
And since then I felt I let the family down
Everybody got degrees, look at me, feel shameful now, now

The person that I am is starting to show
Lips getting black from all the weed smoke
And my cousin notice but I lie and say I don't smoke
I want all the smoke like I'm Leonard Fournette, aw yes
22 years old, ain't left the house yet, man
I say I'm 22 years old, ain't left the house yet

I lost a Jesus piece, prolly where the peace went
Home from campus life, my mind been gone since
And since then I felt I let the family down
Everybody got degrees, look at me, feel shameful now

Dre asked a while ago what I'm gon' take to the grave wit' me
I say Dre asked a while ago what I'm gon' take to the grave wit' me
I'm Usher Raymond, these my confessions
Mad at the fact that my parents separated
Mad at the fact he left something worth preserving
A wife and some children, his only son grow into a young man
I hope I get the same thing one day
'Cause behind every man is a woman who changed him
What you tryna run from?
Shit, you better off stuck inside an asylum
Play this track back just to remind ya
How good you had it my nigga, may I remind ya?
My nigga may I remind ya?
Despite all the problems, you my nigga regardless
Of all this, caught me off guard how it all switched
I say it caught me off guard how it all switched

I lost a Jesus piece, prolly where the piece went
Home from campus life, things ain't been the same since
And since then, you kinda let me down
But despite all yo' ways I try to never look you down

Yeah
Imma let this one ride