NeS - Trouble Lyrics

Yeah
I got trouble on my mind
All this trouble on my mind, shit
Everyday I be standing toe to toe with the devil
No one understand me, they ain't on my level
I put paper to the pencil and I let out all my pain
I don't wanna settle but the pressure in the way
And this life is like a game every step I get a sprain
Still I'm gettin up, tightening my lace
Fighting all these thoughts cuz they make me feel ashamed
It's hard when you the one that's made too many mistakes
And I try to take em back
Trapped inside my past
Yelling at my dad
Putting him on blast
And the odds all stacked right against myself
Worse comes to worse I expressed myself (yeah)
I deserve a belt, fight like heavy weight
Fight like every day
I should meditate instead I'm drinking Henny straight
Then I chase with the coke
Line after line I create then I choke
I been getting blitzed, taking all these hits
Always reminiscing back when I was innocent
I'm just tryna focus but my conscious ain't convinced
The shit they do for money's never making any sense
And that's prolly why we broke
Bout to get it fixed like I'm Oladipo
Tryna get a grip on how I'm supposed to let you go (yeah)
I got demons in my head
I got God in my soul so at least I'm not alone
Yeah, so at least I'm not alone
But I got trouble on my mind (yeah)
Hoping I'll be fine
They say to give it time homie I ain't got the time
I ain't got the time
All this trouble on my mind (yeah)
Trouble on my mind