Never That - Whole Again Lyrics

Why was I so confused
When I knew there was only you
Especially after what you gave me
A lifetime of love in a year's time
But when you fell down I felt out
Felt like hitting the ground
I couldn't stand it anymore
But what could I do I needed you
You had no clue

Then it all came to an end
The longing for you - no way to see it through
I don't know if I'll ever feel whole again
Hoping I can at least pretend

I mean I saw it through to the end
The only thing that came through is that
I could no longer be with you
But how much more do I have to waste away
For you to be alright
How much longer do I have to wait
To start the rest of my life

I want what I paid for
The end of my obligations

I mean is it necessary for me to risk a relationship
Over something that no longer exists
I wish there was a way for you to see why this is ok
That I'm not trying to hurt you
I'm carrying on with the rest of my life