Neveragain - Painted Wings Lyrics

I used to live like everything was so simple
When the weight of my eyes closed
Held up more than my hands
Overexposed
Every self destruct impulse
Leaves me vainless, replaceable
A shell of just a broken man
It's not me
I can't leave
Stuck here in all my lessons
In my head
I can't leave
Drowning in my confessions
Now I fade away in all the things I can't say
Stuck within the after thought
After I've lost it all
Now I can't beat
These broken wings
Not anymore
Not like I used to
I'm drowned in poison again
My reflections in the glass of my fathers empty bottle
Break it over me instead
Up against the wall
Where I've written it all
A compilation of all my trauma
I try and try but I can't
Keep out of spiraling
But it all became too much for you
Now I fade away in all the things I can't say
Stuck within the after thought
After I've lost it all
Now I can't beat
These broken wings
Not anymore
And I need help
Yeah, I need help
So I'll crash my car like you'd expect of me
Attention seeker
Won't you validate, please validate me
Now I fade away in all the things I can't say
Stuck within the after thought
After I've lost it all
Now I can't beat
These broken wings
Not anymore
And I need help