Neverfell - Count To Ten Lyrics

Turned out I'm still the same for
Easily stepping in line
However, I hide my true self
Under the sweetest smiles
I've never asked for this to
Suffer without any pain
Under the weight of feelings
My brain melts away
Tell me a lie
And I won't smell a rat
Don't wait 'til I
Can't control myself
Forever doing a service
Suppressing my own mind
It's like rotting, not breathing
A shadow beast confined
They say that I am selfish
I can't adapt at all
Not knowing anything but
Waiting for my fall
Does not matter
How much rage I felt before
From now and ever
I won't fight this pointless war
Tell me a lie
And I won't smell a rat
Don't wait 'til I
Can't control myself
I'm facin' the storm
I've tried to leave behind
I won't be whole
There's nowhere to hide