High off the pain and the sadness
There's no comfort in the panic
Calm me down, I need a Xanax
I'm on the edge and I don't wanna take my chances
New year, new loss
I've been trying to get across
Lost inside of all our thoughts, yeah
Same dream, same cost
And I work 'til I exhaust
Every option, every want
This is me
Wondering
Why I'm empty
Then it hit me
I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might
Make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm
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Act like I'm sane, but it's tragic
Vicious cycle like an addict
I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking
I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged
I'm bottled up, hard to manage
And sick of everybody
'Cause nobody's understanding
I don't wanna talk
'Cause I know what they'd be saying
Maybe it's too late
One foot in my grave
Could it be my fault?
I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might
Make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm
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Life hitting me like a freight train
After this shit I'll never be the same
Lost a good thing and it all changed
Now I look around need something to blame
Something to blame
Something to blame
After this shit I'll never be the same
Be the same
Be the same
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
Now I know now it's only me to blame
Blame
I've been running from a fight
Feeling down and out of sight
Doing anything that might
Make me feel right
Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside
Promise me you'll return when I'm
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