Nicho - In This World Lyrics

And this is just to go on record that i changed my name its N.I.C.H.O, spells Nicho and i noticed that i use my Soundcloud like a finsta. posting all my emotional shit, you know what I'm sayin'
In this world by myself
I'm all alone.
If i needed help
I'd let you know
And I'm close to the edge
Ima jump in unknown
In this world by myself
I'm all alone.
Hope that i die when i crash in this ditch
Hit 95 when I'm drunk as a bitch
Then i think what I'll leave my family with
Tears streaming down when i think of this shit
If i leave now they would end up with nothing
Nothing but pain and they hearts will lose function
(Cold)
They would live live a lost soul
(Wrong)
What I'd be if i let go
My lil siblings right now are 11 and 12
12 put the oldest in jail
Now he feel like everything that he built
Was struck through the middle like it was impaled
But I'm on the outside Holding it down
Paddle so hard trying to make this ship sail
Momma struggling to stay up afloat
The pressures all on me, I'm scared to fail
In this world by myself
I'm all alone.
If i needed help
I'd let you know,
And I'm close to the edge
Ima jump in unknown
In this world by myself
I'm all alone.
Ima just say it I'm scared to fail
(Ima just say it I'm scared to fail)
Ima just say it I'm scared to fail
So scared to fail