Nicke ? - Act Up Lyrics

What am I to you, I'm really just a backup
What am I to do, my heart is playing catch up
This ain't been nothing new, I'm never like these actors
I can't pretend when my feelings start to act up

Extend my hand when you fall I'll help you back up
And then you'll crawl into the bed with someone after
You take advantage of my kindness and protection
Don't come to me for that rebounded affection

I got afflictions in my head that need some fixin' and
You just make it worst because I know who you be missin' and
I just have that thirst so I go out and start the trippin'
With that tab on my tongue got me lookin' at ya different

Fallin' in love, got me feelin' so ridiculous
Fallin' in love, got me feelin' like I'm missin'
Shots with every other girl and they got me feelin' tipsy
So I go into her world and f*ck her twice to make her miss me, yeah

When I'm gone, I said when I'm gone
Everybody gonna love me, when I'm dead and gone
I might not wait too long, I might not wait too long
I be happy all the time, but shit I ain't that strong

So I be smokin' strong, said I be smokin' strong
To keep my mind from the things in life that might go wrong
I'm drunk I might just call, I said I might just call
If I do this shit again, I swear I might just fall

What is love, what are drugs, they walk together in my mind
What is fun, have a ton, when I'm steady on my grind
In my gut, know wassup, when you tell me we'll be fine
In a rut, try to cut, everybody on my side

F*ckin' up, can't keep up, cause I'm runnin' all the time
That's enough, never trust, anybody with your life
Because you give that shit away, and you'll be tryna find your light
Then they ask you if you good and you'll be sayin' I'll be fine

Yeah
And you'll be sayin' I'll be fine, Yeah
And you'll be sayin' I'll be fine, Ah
And you'll be sayin' I'll be
And you'll be sayin' I'll be
You'll be sayin' I'll be fine